Chapter 27-30

“You got to be kidding me right?” she said frowning. “I..” Before I could even finish my sentence she started to get up, “What kind of girl do you think I am? You’re engaged dude!” I reached out to grab her arm but of course she moved away, “Look I’m sorry alright.” I said raising my voice a bit. I glanced over to the bartender and he just stared at us. “You’d be lucky if I don’t tell Diamond..” she said as she picked up her things. I frowned, “Please don’t do that.. that’s the absolute last thing I need right now..” “Well change then.” she said as she started to walk away. “Goodbye to you too then!” I said as she walked out the door. I turned back around in my stool and put my head down on the bar, and let out a unsatisfied moan. “Sorry about your luck buddy..” the bartender said after a couple of seconds. I looked up to him, “But, she’s right.. I really do need to change.” He came over in front of me and leaned against the bar and crossed his arms, “Wanna know a secret?” I shrugged, “Sure.”

I laid there staring at the celling, I couldn’t even close my eyes to sleep. Not only was I not tired at all, but I had so many things on my mind. I didn’t want tomorrow to come, and I also didn’t want to cry anymore. I took a deep breath and flipped over on my side. I stared out the window at the lone palm tree that always swayed right outside. “Diamond.” I heard someone say from downstairs. I frowned a bit unsure if I was just hearing things, or not. They called my name again and I dragged myself out of bed and went to the door and opened it. “Yeah?” I said down the stairs. “Someone is here for you.” I went down to see Presley and Jazzy standing at the door. I smiled and looked between the both of them as I walked in front of them. Jazzy looked slightly upset. “What’s up girl?”

The bartender went on telling me a story that I surprisingly related too. He told me that he used to be a lot like me when he was younger, but in the process he lost the girl of his dreams. He turned to me, “Here’s what you do.. whenever you feel the urge to want to cheat, tell her.” I frowned, “What?” He nodded, “Tell her exactly how you feel and I promise you if she loves you the way you are saying she does, she’ll do the right thing.” I shook my head, “I don’t understand.” “You don’t need to understand it, you need to do it.” I grabbed my drink and downed the rest of it once again, I was starting to get to my limit so I didn’t order anymore. How could I tell her exactly how I felt about something like that. It’s like asking for her to end it with me.

I sat there shaking my head trying best to hold back tears as she talked to me. “Can you promise me one thing though please?” I looked up to her, “What?” “Don’t leave him.” “Jazzy, I can’t keep doing this. It’s like no matter where we go.. he always has to do this to me.” She shook her head, “Every time he would talk to me, I could basically see the guilt in his eyes. He feels really bad about it, but I have no idea why he still goes on.” I put my head in my hands, “It’s like he has no self control.” I couldn’t believe that he would actually cheat on my yet again, and what if Jazzy was one of those type of girls, that actually let him go threw with it. “Diamond.. the only reasons that I am telling you this, is because I’ve been in your shoes, and I want you and Bruno’s relationship to be good. You both are good people and I would hate for me to be the reason you both broke up.” I didn’t know how to take this, if she didn’t want us to break up then why did she come here and tell me. How could this be happening once again.

“Hey man.. it’s getting pretty late. Maybe you should go home.” he said as he cleaned out a few more glasses. I rubbed down my face with one of my hands, “I think so too.” I reached into my back pocket and got my wallet out. I paid for the drinks I had and left a tip as well. “Alright thanks.” he said as he picked up the money. “No problem. Thank you sir.” I said as I got down from the stool. “Anytime. Best of luck in your career and relationship.” I nodded, “Thanks.” I walked outside to the wind blowing just a little bit. I decided that I would catch a taxi home. I lit a cigarette as I called and waited.

She hugged me, “Just talk to him about it.” I nodded and smiled a bit, “I will.” “Alright well I hope everything goes well, and you both have a safe flight back home.” “Thank you so much. Next time I come back to Hawaii, you better be here!” I joked. She laughed, “I’ll be here.” I walked up to the front door with her and let her out. “Bye Jazzy.. and thanks..” She shook her head, “Just doing the right thing.” I smiled as I waved and closed the door. I turned back around and I felt like someone was just holding me down. Today wasn’t the day to argue with Bruno, I already had enough problems. I had no idea why I was being so strong right now, but I knew that I was going to breakdown pretty soon. I dragged myself back up the stairs and collapsed into the bed, I honestly just wanted to sleep before he got here. But, I knew that wouldn’t happen.

I handed the taxi driver his money, “Hey thanks Peter.” I smiled even though I hated when people called me that. He knew my dad really well and he had told me that he would never stop calling me it. He was a older guy and remembered me from when I was just a little boy, “Anytime sir.” I said getting out. “You have a goodnight.” he said from the window. I turned to him and gave him a smile as he pulled off. I went up to the front door and struggled around in my pockets before I found my spare key. I got in trying my best to make little sound. I kept around shadowy objects as I got the stairs and took them one at a time all the way up. As I got up I opened my door slowly and closed it almost silently. I walked over to the nightstand and started taking things out of my pockets and setting them down.

I laid there listening to him be so loud, when I knew he thought he was quiet. I bet he was drunk. I slowly flipped over and watched him as he struggled getting his shirt off, it made me smile a bit but, I needed to be serious right now. “Bruno..” I said as he finally got his shirt over his head. His eyes widened, “I am so sorry.” I couldn’t help but laugh a little, “It’s alright.. but we need to talk.” He blinked a couple of times like he didn’t understand but, I said it pretty clear. “Okay.” he said softly as he unbuttoned his jeans. After about 10 seconds, he finally had them off and he smiled to me as he got into the bed. I put took his face in my hands and kissed him lightly. He opened his eyes and smiled as I leaned out, “I love you.” he whispered. I sighed, “I love you too.” “What you wanna talk about?” he said as I rubbed his eyebrows with my thumbs. I shook my head, “Bruno.. why do you cheat?” “Baby.. I’m sorry.” he said quickly. “No.. seriously answer the question. Don’t keep saying sorry.”

He shook his head this time, “I really don’t know..” “What am I doing that isn’t enough for you?” I said getting a bit emotional. He took a deep breath, “You do everything for me.. that’s why I don’t know.” I just shook my head and observed his face, I had no idea what was going on in that head of his. “Baby.” he said softly. “Yes Bruno?” “I kissed Jazzy.” I frowned, “What?” “I know.. I’m sorry.. I’m just telling you now.. before she tells you and then there is this huge argument.. and you leave me.. I don’t want you to leave me but, at the same time I feel so guilty. I love you so much that’s why..” he said ranting. “Bruno!” I said cutting him off. He just looked at me. “She already told me.” He eyes went blank, “Huh?” I took a deep breath and closed my eyes, “She already told me..” I said repeating myself. “Oh my god.” he said sounding like he was going to cry. “What is wrong with you..” I said softly. He shook his head and buried it into the pillow. I couldn’t see his face anymore and I slowly moved my hands away. After a couple of seconds, I called his name but, he didn’t respond. I pushed him back a bit so that I could see his face again and he was crying. “Bruno..” I said holding back tears.

He shook his head again, “I’m so sorry.. I just don’t know why.. I know you told me this was my last chance and I still didn’t stop.. even my Uncle told me..” he cried. “I really..” “No.. please don’t even say it..” he said as he almost fell out of the bed. “What are you doing?” I said sitting up a bit. He didn’t answer me, he just started pulling his jeans on. “Bruno what the fuck..” I whispered. He looked up at me with tears in his eyes, “You don’t deserve this..” He was so out of it right now, I didn’t know if it was because of the drinks he had, had tonight or if he was just that hurt behind all of it. What is happening right now…..

I quickly crawled out of the bed and turned to him struggling to put his shirt back on almost falling over in the process. “Bruno.. where are you going?!” I said trying not to get to loud. “I can’t be here right now.” he said pulling his shirt over his head. I went over to my things and quickly took off my pajama top and put a t-shirt on. I watched him as he pulled his chucks onto his feet and didn’t bother to tie them up. I had no idea where he was going, but I was going with him. After he finally got his shoes on he opened the door and started down the stairs. I quickly slipped my feet into my flip flops and hurried behind him whispering his name. He didn’t answer and I just didn’t want to yell at him and wake the whole house. He went to the patio door and struggled a bit to open it and when I finally got to him to try and grab him he opened it and bolted out. I closed the door behind as I walked after him. “Please don’t follow me..” he cried. “Bruno.. why wouldn’t I, I can’t just let you leave.. I don’t even know what you’re doing!” I responded. He just kept walking until we we’re at the beach again.

I couldn’t take this anymore so I started to run after him, I guess he didn’t notice because I caught up with him and grabbed him. He tried to struggle away but, I put my arms around him and held him tight to my body. “Bruno.. please stop before you do something stupid!” He grabbed my hands and pulled them off of him, “Why do you even care anymore..” “I told you I’ll never stop caring!” I said completely confused on what was going threw his mind. He put his hands on his head and started turning in circles his face full of frustration. I just watched him closely, he looked so hurt. He slowly sat down in the sand and put his face in his hands and began to cry again. I slowly sat down next to him tears flowing down my face as well. There was something completely wrong here, there was something else that I didn’t know, I could feel it. I put my hand on his back and rubbed it a bit, trying to stop him from crying. It was just too much for me to see him cry, he would never do it in front of me.

“Bruno.. theres something you’re not telling me isn’t there?” I whispered. He slowly looked over at me his eyes a bit red from crying, “She’s not the only one..” I stopped rubbing his back and frowned, “What do you mean?” He shook his head, “Baby please.. I am so sorry.” he cried. I ran my fingers threw my hair, “Just please tell me.” “I almost cheated before all of this.” “What do you mean almost cheated?” He took a deep breath, “Do you remember a really long time ago.. when I told you a story?” I shook my head, “Bru you tell me lots of stories.” “No I mean a really really long time ago, when we we’re teenagers.” “What was it about?” “The girl.. from high school that I loved, that didn’t love me back.” I remembered the story very well, when he told me it I learned more about him in a way. It showed that he was loving guy, and that he was very romantic. “What about it?” He put his face in his hands again, “It was her.” I frowned, “What did you do?”

“I swear.. I didn’t do anything.. but, I went over to do it, but we didn’t..” “Then what happened Bruno? I don’t understand what you’re saying right now!” I said getting frustrated, he was confusing me like hell. “She told me.. I hope you’re as good as Ryan.” I shook my head, him and Ryan we’re always getting themselves into some shit. I could tell that it really upset him and that he had been thinking about it for a really long time. “Bruno.. I don’t think we’re ready to get married anymore..” I whispered. He quickly looked over to me, “What?” I shrugged, “We’re really not ready right now..” “So what does that mean? Are you going to leave me? Please don’t.” I shook my head, “I don’t know right now..” “I know I keep fucking up alright.. I know this.” he said putting his hands into the sand. I didn’t say anything, I honestly had nothing to say to him anymore. “I think I’m just upset because he knew I loved her, I know I’m with you, and I love you way more.. but it’s still so wrong you know.” I still didn’t say anything, I knew exactly what he mean’t it was wrong, but it didn’t matter because he shouldn’t have been there with her in the first place.

I slowly got up and wiped the sand from my pajama pants. I wasn’t going to leave him because he didn’t actually have sex with them and he was hurting right now, and I cared to much about him to see him like this. But, some things would def be changing. I looked down him as he looked up to me and I put my hand out. I helped him up and he wiped his face with his shirt. “We need to get home, we got a flight to catch in the morning.” He nodded without saying a word and followed me back to the house.

I had no idea what she was thinking but, I knew that I didn’t want her to leave me. In a way, I was terrified to actually know what she was thinking about all of this and how she would respond. As we got back up to the room I stripped back down to my boxers while she changed back into her PJ’s. We did all of this in silence, and I knew that she hated silence. I crawled into bed behind her surpringsly she let me put my arms around her. I held her close to me and kissed her ear, “I love you.” I whispered. “I love you more.” she whispered back. The way she said it was different, and I really didn’t like it but, how could I say anything about it. Evetually my nerves finally calmed enough for me to sleep.

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December 28th, 2010

I will be leaving paradise here in a couple of hours. I’ve gained memories here that I will never forget, I’ve also learned quite a few things. No matter what happens between me and Bruno in the future, I will always be here for his mom and sisters. They are people that cannot be replaced in my life right now. Me and Bruno have only said a couple sentences to each other all morning and it’s a bit awkward, but I honestly don’t have anything to say. The next few days we’re going to be quite depressing but, I would make the best of it. Maybe New Years’ would make everything right again. For the time being, I was just going to pray and still be here for Bru no matter what.

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I stepped out of the shower and wiped the mirror and looked at myself. I tried to smile a bit, but I just wasn’t feeling it. I dried myself off and quickly made my way into my bedroom and closed the door. I looked to Diamond as she put more stuff into her suitcase. I continued on getting dressed and it was still silence, I missed talking to her so much. “Babe..” I whispered. “Yeah?” she said still not looking up to me. “Are you giving me the silent treatment?” She smiled, “Nope.” I frowned, I was so confused. “Can you please talk to me then?” She finally looked up at me, “What is there to talk about Bruno?” I shrugged, “I don’t know.. how can I be missing you and you’re right here with me..” She shook her head and zipped up the rest of the suitcase. She started walking towards me and then pass me, “Let’s just go spend time with your mom before we leave.” I took a deep breath and shook my head, I hated this so much. I turned and followed her down the stairs and watched her as she went and sat next to my mom on the couch. Diamond looked up at me, and then away. I just went into the kitchen and got me something to drink trying to keep calm in the process.

I leaned against the counter as I drank my juice and watched them. I was starting to get a headache and I was so in need of a drink right now. “Brunito.. come here please.” I heard my mom say. I swallowed hard as I put my glass on the counter. I slowly walked over and sat next to her on the couch, Diamond on her other side. “Yes ma’am?” I said looking her in the eyes…….

Chapter 29

This chapter is dirty, you have been warned. o.O But, enjoy!

She looked back and forth between us, “I sense that there is a problem between you two.. and I figured maybe you both wanna talk about it.” I shook my head, I knew Diamond didn’t want to talk to me, and I honestly didn’t like it one bit. “Mom.. I promise you that we’ll be fine.. we just both got some serious things to think about.” she finally said. I frowned and sat up and looked over to her, “What serious things do we need to talk about? How can we talk and you’re not even talking to me.” I said as I pointed to myself. “Bruno just save it.” she said looking away. I just couldn’t take it anymore, I got up. “Mom I’m sorry.. but I can’t sit here and just have her act like this towards me.” I paused and shook my head and they just stared at me. I pointed to her, “Diamond I fucking love you alright.” I really didn’t mean to swear in front of my mom, but I was so upset. My mom just looked down to the floor, I knew she hated when we we’re having problems. When we did have those big arguments throughout the years, I would call her. I stared Diamond in the eyes, “I love you so much.” I whispered. She opened her mouth and shook her head like she wouldn’t say it back.

I just looked up to him, I couldn’t believe that he was acting like this, like he wasn’t the reason this was happening. He shook his head and turned to start for the stairs. “Bruno!” I said as he went up them. His mom looked over to me, “Go talk to him..” I took deep breath, “All I can do is try..” She nodded slowly, “Then just do that..” I got up and so many thoughts ran threw my mind, I started for the stairs and slowly started up them. I turned to his mom one last time and she gave me a reassuring smile. I finally got up them and walked in the room to find Bruno pacing. I frowned as I closed the door, “Why are you acting like this?” He stopped and looked at me, “Now you’re talking to me?” I felt myself starting to get upset, “Would you just stop! You act like I can’t be mad after all the shit you’ve done!” I said raising my voice. “It hurts me when we argue.. it hurts so much.” he said pointing to his chest. “Then do something about it.. stop doing this shit Bruno!” I yelled. He started walking towards me and I just shook my head.

He stared me straight in the eyes, and I tried my best not to get taken away by them, “I told you I didn’t do anything..” “How am I supposed to believe that?” I said softly. He looked down as if he was disappointed. I shook my head, “I don’t get you.. I swear I’m starting not to know you anymore. You keep..” All of a sudden he cut me off with a really passionate kiss. I closed my eyes and kissed him back, all of our pain and sadness was felt in it. As we unlocked we both just looked each other in the eyes and didn’t say not one word. He licked his lips and looked down at his hands as he started to unbutton my jeans. I looked down as well and then back up to his eyes, and I felt like he was looking straight threw to my soul. He slowly unzipped them and grabbed the loops and pulled them down. He moves his hands up and grabbed my shirt and started to pull it up. He did all of this, not taking his eyes off of my face, and it turned me on like no other.

She raised her arms as I helped her pull her shirt over her head. I grabbed her hips as I went in for her neck and started kissing it lightly making my way down. I moved my left hand down into her underwear slowly and make my way inside her. She moaned a bit as I started to play with her. I stopped kissing her and just stared her in her face. Her faces turned me on so much. She closed her eyes and threw her head back a bit and I went in and started kissing her again. I used my other hand and stared unbuttoning my shirt the best I could. I really needed to show her how much I loved her right now. I didn’t care if things got loud, or they could hear me all the way back home, I needed it to happen. I finally got my shirt unbuttoned and took my hand from her underwear. I grabbed her hips and kissed her again moving her over to the bed. I pushed her back a bit and she just laid back just as I wanted her too. I unbuttoned my jeans as I crawled on the bed and started kissing at her thighs. I took a second to help her take her underwear off.

I was so past mad at Bruno right now, but I just couldn’t stop. He made me feel so good and I could just see everything he wanted in his eyes. I watched him closely as he pulled his jeans and boxers down and came up for my lips. I grabbed his face and kissed him letting out all my anger that I had built up. I felt him kick his pants his pants off as we unlocked from the kiss. He looked me in the eyes and shook his head a bit as he reached down and guided himself into me. I let out a soft moan as he got all the way in and he laid on top of me. He took one of his hands and grabbed my knee and spread my legs a little bit more, making him go deeper. He thursted softly making me moan softly.  I put my hands on his back and he just stared into my eyes making me moan his name as I threw my head back. I could feel all of his anger and sadness in each stroke that he took. He grabbed my thighs and started taking those strokes that never failed to make me climax. The bed started making it’s noises again, but I didn’t care not one bit. I closed my eyes and just let him do what he was doing, he was making some serious love to me right now.

“I love you..” I whispered as I felt her getting tighter. She finally opened her eyes again and moaned it back. I smiled a bit as I sped up just a little bit making her cum. I kept with my same strokes and bit my lip as she raised her legs and crossed them across my back. I put my face into her shoulder and started to let out moans myself as it started to feel uncontrollably good. I put my elbows into the bed and she put her arms underneath mine and grabbed my shoulders. Her soft moans filled my ears and it only brung me even closer to being done. I start letting my moans go and mine started to follow hers. I kissed her shoulder and closed my eyes as I hit the top. I tightened my face and let out a short moans as I exploded in her making my thrusts slower by the second. I laid there still holding her close to me as I waited for my breathing to go normal again. “Bruno.. I love you.” she whispered. I hugged her tighter and kissed her neck, “I love you more.”

I let him go slowly as he started to crawl off of me. I really didn’t expect that to happen but, at the same time I was glad that it did. I loved when he made love to me because he would let out his moans freely and it was music to my ears. “I’ll show you.” he said as he pulled his underwear back on. I smiled a bit, “What does that mean?” He smiled as well, and repeated himself. I shook my head as I crawled off of the bed and found my underwear and slipped them on as well. We both got dressed in silence and I realized that we would be leaving in a little less then an hour. I started getting my last little things together into my backpack as Bruno started lugging our suitcases downstairs. Bernie turned and smiled at us as we both walked down. She laughed, “Sounds like you guys made up.” I felt my face turn red and Bruno just shyly smiled. I guess you would call that make up sex…..

“Are you both all packed up and ready?” she said as she stood up changing the subject. I was glad she did because I was going to as quick as possible. Bruno took a deep breath, “Yes ma’am just a few more things to bring down.” I turned to him and smiled a bit as he went back up the stairs. Bernie came around and looked at me as I dropped my bag by the rest our things. “He got you with the eyes didn’t he?” she said nodding towards the stairs. I laughed a bit, “He sure did.” She shook her head and came and put her arm around me, “He really loves you.. and I know he doesn’t make the best of choices, and I don’t like that about him. But, he’s a really good guy.” I nodded and took in her words, I knew all of this. But, in my mind I was honestly on the last line with him. He had only one more chance, and after that I was really going to be done. What’s the point of being in a relationship with someone when you constantly are cheated on over and over? The way that Bruno acts confuses me. I know for a fact that he loves me so much, by the little things he says and does for me. But, his actions show differently. It would hurt me so much to leave him, but at the same time if he didn’t make some changes our marriage would def be on hold.

I pushed the last suitcase into my mom’s car and closed the truck. “Babe is that every single thing?” I said looking around the car. She looked over to me and smirked, “That’s everything Bru.” she said softly. I could tell that us leaving was really getting to her, I was going to miss home a lot but, I knew that we would be coming back very very soon. I walked over next to her and leaned against the car as we waited for everyone to come out. “You alright?” I whispered. She nodded slowly. I reached down and grabbed her hand and intertwined our fingers together. I started playing her engagement ring and she looked over to me and I smiled. My mom, sisters, and nephews started coming out of the house as I looked up again. We all split up and got into two different cars. Diamond and I sat in the backseat of my mom’s car and I held her hand the entire way to the airport. We got out, and I started unloading this again but, this time with my Uncle’s help. “Alright.. I’m letting you back out into the world.” he joked. I smiled and shook my head as I pulled a suitcase onto the sidewalk. “I’m gonna be just fine, I promise you.” He continued on helping me pull our luggage out until we we’re finally done.

“Got the tickets.” I said with a half smile as I walked back outside. Bruno came over and kissed me on the cheek, “Thank youuu..” I smiled as Jamero ran up on him, “Uncle Bruno.. are you leaving again?” I titled my head a bit and just looked at him, it really made me sad. Bruno took a deep breath as he stooped down to him, “Sadly, I am… But, listen I’m going to be back really soon.” Jamero just shook his head. He grabbed his little arms and turned him around to everyone, “I want you to take care of my mom, and your mom, and your aunties alright?” he said pointing to all of them. A smile appeared on his face. “You’re a big guy now.. and you gotta be tough.” he said as he stood back up. I smiled a bit as well, I loved the way he treated his family. Jamero nodded and slowly walked back over and took Bernie’s hand. I looked over to Bruno and he smiled as he looked to everyone, “I love you all.” he said shrugging a bit. Everyone moved in and started exchanging kisses and hugs. “I’m going to miss you so much mom.” I said as I shared a tight hug with Bernie. “You take good care of yourself and Bruno alright?” I wiped my eyes trying to keep myself from crying as we unlocked, “Yes ma’am.”

I took Presley and Tahiti under my arms, “You two better stay out of trouble.” I said as I wrestled them around a bit. They laughed, and hugged me back. The last person I hugged was my mother. I closed my eyes as I put my arms around her, “I love you so much mom, thank you for everything.” I whispered. She rubbed my back, “No thank you Bruno..” As we unlocked I wiped the tears from her face, “I promise I will call, and write more. I promise.” I said strongly. She poked me and smiled, “You better.” I took my glasses off of my shirt and threw them on as I went to grab my suitcase. I turned to everyone once again and nodded, “I’ll be back.” I said in a terminator voice making them all laugh. I looked over to Diamond and we started wheeling our things into the airport. We finally made it to the terminal after stopping a couple of times for me to sign autographs, take pictures, and drop off our luggage. I glanced over to her as we started down the terminal and she wiped her face with her sleeve.

I really didn’t want Bruno to see me crying because I knew he would start talking to me about being strong, and it would only make me cry even more. A flight attendant guided us to our seats and we took them and I looked out the window to the beautiful island. I knew that me and Bruno would be going to some amazing places in the future, but this none of them could ever compare to Hawaii. It was like my second home now, and not a day would go by that I don’t stop and think about my first trip here. I finally looked over to Bruno after staring out the window for a couple of minutes. He looked me up and down and smiled, “You ready to be home?” I shrugged, “Yes but, no.” He frowned a bit, “Eh.. that’s how I feel.” I nodded and just stared into his eyes, sometimes I wondered exactly what he thought about. We both looked up as the pilot started making his annoucements. I took a deep breath as Bruno grabbed my hand and lifted it up and kissed hand, “Aloha ‘oe Hawaii.” he whispered. I smiled, and we we’re off.

I threw my arm around Diamond as we walked out into the all to familiar terminal of LAX. I saw Dre sitting on a bench nearby and he stood. “Well good evening..” he said smirking as we got closer to him. I laughed and shook my head, “What’s up man?” He shrugged, “Just trying to get you home safe.” I nodded, “Let’s do it.” “Hi Diamond.” he said as he looked over to her. She shyly smiled as she always did when he spoke to her, “Hi Dre.” He guided us throughout the airport as we picked up our luggage and made our way outside. Dre quickly helped us put our things the truck and we both jumped in, I was actually pretty happy to be here right now. I kind of missed the studio, even though I really wouldn’t have time to be in it before I went to New York in a couple of days. I played with the ring that Diamond gave me as he started up the truck and we made our way home. I looked to the clock on the radio and it was half past 8.

I looked out the window, searching for that one star. Just maybe if I saw it, it would give me some the little piece of happiness that I was looking for right now. Sadly, the stars weren’t shinning as bright tonight, so I didn’t find it. I lightly smiled as we pulled up into our driveway. Bruno looked back to me with his huge smile. “Now get out.” Dre said as he turned the truck off. We both laughed as we pushed our doors open. “I’ll get the door babe.” I said as I took my backpack off and started going threw it looking for my keys. I walked to the front door in the process. After a couple of seconds, I finally found them and unlocked the door. I reached in and turned on the light and smiled at as I looked around. The counters in the kitchen caught my eye, and reminded me of Hawaii all over again. I turned to Bruno wheeling a suitcase towards me smiling. “Now you don’t have to practically lay on top of me when we sleep.” he joked as he walked into the house. I waved him off, “You loved it.” I went to the mailbox and gathered all our mail together as he came back out and got the other suitcase. We both stood there and waved goodbye to Dre as he started his truck again and started to back out. He rolled his window down, “Call me Bruno or I’ll beat yo’ ass.” We both just laughed and I followed him into the house and closed the door.

“Sweet sweet sweet home.” he said as he walked into the kitchen and opened the refrigerator. “That’s the only thing you missed.” I joked as I went towards the bedroom. I heard him close it and come behind me, “Actually it’s not..” “Alright what else do you miss then?” I said as I collapsed into the bed. I closed my eyes, it felt so good. He suddenly jumped on me and held my arms down, “I missed play fighting with you in this bed..” he said as he looked me in the eyes. I rolled my eyes, “Stopp it!” He looked me up and down, “Or what?” he said out the side of his mouth. I just smiled and looked up into his beautiful eyes, now that I think about it, I think that I’m actually glad to be home….