Chapter 3+4

28/04/2011 15:31

Chapter 3

I got home thinking about how my life has forever changed today. God, he's just so amazing to me! And I can't help but be afraid. After what just happened 2 months ago with Brian, I just don't want to fall for any one else. I'm so afraid to be hurt again... I can't afford to be used again. And to think I actually said yes to his proposal! Ughh, I just can't imagine ever loving him or anyone else again. I feel so confused and alone... why now??

B: Heyy :)


A: Bruno? Hi. 


B: Is it too late to talk?


A: No, you caught me at a good time...sorta.


B: Are you alright?


A: Uhm, not really.


B: What's wrong?


A: Alot of things, just thinking really.


B: Whatcha thinkin bout?


A: An old... ex boyfriend...


B: Ohh, uhm, you sure you okay??


A: I really just wanna talk to sum1 bout it


B: You can talk to me. :)


A: It's cool, I dont wanna bother you with my problems.


B: No, come on, tell Bruno all about it.


A: I'd rather not text it all.


B: So, call me.


A: It would really be better in person.


B: I'm on my way.


A: Huh? Bruno? Bruno??!

<no response>

Fan-friggin'-tastic. Not only am I in my ratty old pj pants with a hole near the butt, and my tank top says "UNICORNS!! <SARCASM>, but now he's on the way. Wait... only one who knows where my house is...Phil!! I'm totally punching his face in!

A: Phil! Answer the text RIGHT NOW!!


P: Hey Ansley! :)


A: DO NOT HEY ANSLEY ME!!


P: Why so angry? No sweet lovin lately?


A: You gave Bruno my address!! >:(


P: Well, it's not that bad... 


A: HE IS ON HIS WAY OVER HERE!!


P: At 2:38 in the morning??


A: So irrelevent! 


P: Well have fun without me


A: Ughh!!!

(knock knock knock)

A: Hello?


B: It's Bruno!!


A: Hey.


B: Hey. I like your pj's. (smiles)


A: (Blushing) thanks. You can come in.


B: Where's the sofa?


A: To your left.


B: Join me on the sofa beautiful! 


A: (SIGH) Alright.

B: So tell me why you're so bummed.!


A: I was thinking about my ex Brian. 


B: What about him makes you so mad?


A: He used me for my money. I was nothing but a paycheck to him. I paid off a lot of his debts, yet he barely acknowledged that I was his fiance to any of his friends. I didn't mean anything to him! But I loved him, so much...! (crying) He even took back the ring! Who does that?!


B: Okay, that's a lot. No wonder you're so mad.


A: (sobbing) He acts like I don't exist! WHY DO YOU THINK I'M IN THIS CRAPPY LITTLE APARTMENT?!


B: I wanna make this better. Will you let me?


A: Bruno, I just don't know how. 


B: Here's a start (leans over and hugs me)


A: (Hugs him back, crying) I'm just so scared!


B: I know, I know, but I won't hurt you Ansley.


A: How can I be sure?


B: (Picks up my chin, kisses me hard on the lips) Because if I didn't love you, I wouldn't have the courage to do that.


A: (Shocked) Bruno, what if I'm not ready?


B: If you would allow me, I'd show you how to love again.


A: I'm just so scared, but, I can trust you. 


B: (Holds me close) I'll do everything in my power to love you right, so that maybe you'll love me just as much one day.


A: Thank you.


B: Thank you, Ansley.

We drift off to sleep, him holding me tighter than a teddy bear.

 

Chapter 4

I smelled food when I rolled over the next morning. Even the smell of Bruno was enough to make me feel like nothing else mattered. I was quiet, and I went to my room to change. I came back to a shirtless Bruno, eating a breakfast sandwich and humming.

A: Good morning, Bruno.


B: Hello beautiful! You hungry?


A: Yeah, I'll fix myself something.


B: Uh uh uhh! I fixed you a plate, it's on the stove.


A: Thank you!


B: No problem. (smiles)


A: I hope the sofa wasn't uncomfortable. It's kinda old.


B: It was better than a cloud, because you were there with me.


A: Awww, Bruno. (smiles) 


B: Hey, guess what we're doing today??


A: Saving the world with our awesomeness!?


B: YESH! And, we're gonna record a new song!


A: Yay! I'm so excited!


B: so, let me go grab my clothes and change, and then we can be on our way. A: cool. 


B: Oh, Phil's coming! 


A: Fantastic....