Chapter 4+5

07/08/2011 22:52


Chapter 4. 


I grabbed the single key and walked out of the house. I knew where the cemetery was.  It wasn’t that far too walk. After 10 minutes I got there. It looked like an old scary cemetery from a horror movie. It was heavily deteriorated from the last time I was here.  I walked in searching for my mom’s grave.




Bruno’s Mind :


Me and Phil were trying to figure out how to finish a song we just wrote.  I told him what happened. He thinks I’m an idiot for still not telling her I’m the one that hit their car. He’s right though.  I wanted to tell her but then she begun about her history.  I really think we can be good friends. But the golden string to friendship is honesty.  I looked out the window. ‘You have got to be kidding me..’ Phil looked at me confused ‘what’s up man?’ he stood next to me. ‘Look at that girl over there at the cemetery…that’s her.’ Phil frowned ‘..what the hell is she doing at a cemetery.’  I sighed ‘She’s going to have tea with the queen. Why do you think she’s there!?’ Phil and I laughed. ‘Go.’ He said. ‘..why?’  Phil smiled ‘I know you’ll regret it if you don’t. That’s why’  I sighed and nodded at him. I grabbed my jacket,  walked out of the studio and walked across the road to get to the cemetery. I crossed the road and ran over her. ‘Hey, wait up!’ I yelled. She turned around in a split second, shocked to see me of course. ‘W..what are you doing here?’  she asked me a little freaked out. ‘I work here.’  Is what I answered. ‘You work at a cemetery!?’ she said disgusted. I laughed ‘No, no! I work across the road.. I’m a songwriter/producer.’ She smiled at me ‘cool.’ I got a text message from Phil saying ‘She is smoking hot man!’ I smiled at my phone – which was pretty weird for her – and putted it away again.‘Your girlfriend?’ is what she asked. I smiled ‘no..well..he kind of is my wife in the music industry.’She cracked up ‘You’re funny.’ She said smiling. ‘It was my best friend..he’s probably spying on us right now.’ She laughed again. She was very beautiful. Skinny, Caramel skinned , Long Brown hair, nice ass, cute smile, killer legs, big green/grey eyes. ‘Wow’ I said not knowing that I said it. She looked at me ‘…what?’ she smiled at me. ‘..nothing you…you’re just very beautiful…I didn’t realize that.’ She smiled ‘thank you…’ I looked at the grave where she was standing by. “Maria Del Rosa James. Mom Rest In Peace, Alissa & Joelle’  that’s what was on the grave. ‘You’re mom is…’  I couldn’t end my sentence or she did ‘..death, killed, brutally murdered…’ I was shocked. Very shocked ‘I’m so sorry for your loss…’  She looked at me ‘Don’t be sorry for something you didn’t do…you never did anything.. you saved us..’ It hurt me with her thinking I was a hero. ‘Yeah..right..about that..’  she started sobbing slowly. ‘They wanted Joelle to…she doesn’t know..but I offered myself instead of her…they took me..did horrible things to me..’ she was crying. I felt like a dick..really..I couldn’t tell her now..she’d be torn.  I comforted her by holding her to my body. ‘…it’s okay…you’re save here..’  she continued so bravely she had a very strong mental condition cause she kept talking without bursting into hysterical crying. ‘I…I couldn’t let them take my I offered myself…they were okay with that..’ she sniffed ‘I left home thinking it would be okay to do it because I was protecting my sister from something she wouldn’t have survived..and I know that if I did I may not have survived either.’I looked at her still holding her close to me ‘…really don’t have to tell me all of this..’  she looked at me with blurry red eyes ‘you wanted to know why we moved her right?’ I nodded ‘But not now…I need to get you home first…not like this..’ she looked at me sniffing one more time then she nodded and took my hand


Chapter 5. You wanted to know 

(suuperlongoneee! so sorry !!!!! ) 


 I got in the car when she was seated.  It was a silent ride. Every time I looked at her a tear rolled down her beautiful face.  Phil already knew what was going on cause he spied on us the whole time. We were there. I got out of the care and she also did. ‘I’m sorry.. I really don’t want you seeing me cry..I’m not like this at all..I’m a tough one..I usually don’t cry..but…all these emotions I just..’ I looked at her ‘I get it…don’t be sorry for something you didn’t do.’ I repeated her words from the cemetery. A slight smile started to grow on her face. ‘I know..stupid’  I took her hand. ‘come on’ she smiled at me again and we walked our way to the apartment. We were on the third floor with me still holding her hand. ‘I knew it, you are dating him!’ I smiled it was Dorine. The sweetest granny in the world. ‘no we’re not.’ She said while she chuckled. ‘Bu..’  I interrupted her ‘She’ll explain later Dorine…’ I smiled at her ‘well okay then.’  she walked away. Alissa opened the door. I walked in and looked around. ‘wow…it looks way better than before!’ she smiled at me ‘thanks, we selected designs from some store and they said everything would be done if we got here.’ She took of her jacket and threw it on the couch. I frowned and doubted if I should’ve took mine of too but..I decided to keep it on cause I felt uncomfortable throwing my stuff on someone else’s couch. ‘do you want something to drink?’ is what she asked like nothing happened 15 minutes ago. ‘ I’m good thanks..’ I looked at her trying to unzip vest she was wearing under the jacket. She looked at me ‘’ I laughed.  ‘Is it stuck?’ she looked at me ‘Yes..’ I laughed ‘Sorry’ I walked my way over her and tried to unzip her zipper. I looked at it. She laughed ‘you’re an idiot.’ I frowned

‘I’m an idiot? You were the one who couldn’t unzip the zipper.’ We laughed.


Alissa’s Mind


‘Oh, I see the problem..’ I laughed  ‘well then fix it doctor bru.’ He giggled ‘I like that..say it again’ he looked me in my eyes we were just a few inches away from each other . ‘Make me.’ I said playfully.

He chuckled ‘you make me.’ He was still figuring out how to unzip the zipper.  ‘got it.’ He said while smiling and letting go. ‘Thanks doctor bru.’ He smiled ‘how do you keep yourself from bursting into tears...’ ‘oh..yeah wanted to know.’  I said when I sat down. He sat right next to me placing his hand on my leg. ‘You really don’t have to.’ I looked at him ‘no..I..I want to tell someone.’   He looked at me ‘are you sure I’m the right one?’ I looked at him as well ‘I’m very sure about that..’

He nodded at me as a sign that I should begin it was quiet for a little while but then his phone rang. ‘SERIOUSLY!?’ I yelled. He laughed while he looked at the caller ID and then his smiling face turned into an emotionless face. ‘W..what?’ I asked a little scared for an answer. ‘It’s the should take it..’ I looked at him ‘ME!? WHY ME!?’ he looked back at me ‘…well it’s about your sister for sure..I shouldn’t be the one to answer it…’ I hesitated took the phone and answered it. ‘Hello?’

My throat was completely dry, when I swallowed it felt like I swallowed a rock. ‘do I speak with..Mr. Hernandez?’ I looked at Bruno and whispered ‘Sexy last name.’ He smiled at me and threw a pillow at my head like we were best friends for years…but I just know him 2 days..’ the phone made noise so I put it back to my ear again. ‘No…your speaking with Mrs. James.’ I heard the doctor cough ‘that’s even better! I have great news for you, your sister is fired.’ I looked at Bruno wide eyed ‘she is what?’ Bruno laughed and he whispered. ‘That means that she can go home.’ The biggest gay smile popped up on my face ‘WHEN IS SHE COMING!?’ the doctor laughed cause I guess he could hear my excitement ‘She’s on her way, we got a taxi for her..’  my smile got even bigger  ‘OKAY THANKS!’ and that’s when I hang up. ‘Sexy last name…Mrs. James’ he laughed. I smiled ‘SHE’S COMING!’  he smiled again ‘I told you it would be fine!’  I laughed ‘no you did not’ I smiled and hugged him. It was the best feeling in the world when you need a hug and you hug someone and then that person  holds you even tighter, that was the feeling I got when I held him ‘you smell good.’  Is what he said. I laughed ‘you too, you smell like home.’  He frowned ‘home?’ I laughed ‘Hawaii…like the mango’s, the coconuts , the palm trees.’

He smiled ‘wauw, you have one weird little nose.’ I looked at him ‘question time.’ I said.  He smiled ‘ok…you first..’  I looked at him with a fearless face ‘fine..’ he grabbed a pillow and just held it ‘favorite color?’ I answered quickly ‘red’ he smiled ‘hobby’s’ he said I answered him quickly again ‘Ballet and Hip Hop.’ He frowned ‘…you dance?’ I smiled ‘I’ve been doing ballet since I was 5 and Hip Hop since I was 12. And yes …I dance’  I smiled ‘favorite food.’ He asked ‘no comment’ I said. He laughed ‘that’s not how it works!’ He said. ‘But I can’t choose so…no comment.’ He smiled ‘okay, okay…what do you hate. This was a hard one…I mean what didn’t I hate. ‘like..should I list them all for you?’ he smiled ‘all of them’ I had an impenetrable look on my face. ‘desperate people, fighters , birds , rumors , Justin Bieber , Squidward , dog poop on the streets , attention seekers , and ducks..oh man I hate ducks.’ Bruno cracked up ‘WHAT!?  DAMN , YOU’RE SO SCREWED UP!!’ he laughed ‘pff! Dude you wanted to know.’ He smiled and stopped laughing wanting to breathe ‘I’s your turn though.’

Bruno looked me right in my eyes ‘bring it.’ I smiled in an evil way. ‘favorite animal or animals.’ ‘Monkeys and Squirrels. ‘ I laughed ‘favorite music’ ‘Doo-wop music.’ He answered. ‘why are you in the music business?’ ‘because I want to become a singer.’ I frowned ‘sing me a song.’ He smiled and started singing my favorite song of all time :

Micheal Jackson’s The Way You Make Me Feel.


Hey pretty baby with the high heels on , you give me fever like I’ve never ever known.

You’re just a product of loveliness , I like the groove of your, walk your talk , your dress.


And that’s when he skipped to the chorus


The way you make me feel  , you really turn me on.

You knock me off of my feet now baby, My lonely days are gone..


‘wow.’ Is how I reacted ‘I just fall in love with your voice it gave me goosebumps.’ he smiled ‘thanks.’ ‘Wow.’ I said again just sitting there wide eyed staring at this perfect god of sexiness. ‘Stop’re scaring me’ is what he said smiling a little it was his side smile he had allot of smiles but this one was my favorite.

An awkward silence got between us. I looked around the living room again. The furniture was black & white. And the walls were painted Brown and Soft white. It turned out so beautiful. The couch was huge and just when I thought I had something to say he interrupted me. ‘When I lived here it looked like a rat hole.’  He looked at me. But this time it got scary for me, it was like he was studying my soul. ‘..w..what..’ I said with a high squirrely voice.  Bruno laughed ‘nah, it’s nothing.’ I looked at him and said ‘fine.’  I looked away again.  He laughed at me.  And not with me cause I didn’t laugh anymore. The biggest pain wave shot like a rocket right through my body it hurt so bad. I gasped , froze and silently squealed. I put my hand on my head cause that’s where the pain stopped. Bruno looked at me worried like shit ‘ARE YOU OKAY!? ‘ I didn’t look at him, I didn’t say a word either. I couldn’t blink, it felt like I was paralyzed for a second. I couldn’t control my body in any way. I couldn’t  scream when I wanted to, I couldn’t ask for help when I needed to, I couldn’t  do anything. I just sat there wide eyed.  And all of this happened in one or in a maximum of two seconds. Bruno looked at me worried sick. I blinked and looked at him ‘w..what happened?’ he asked. I looked at him while trying to breathe ‘I..I have no idea…’ tears started flowing of my face. ‘What’s wrong with me?’ I asked him while I looked in his eyes. He could see I was hurt. It was like he could see what I have been through my entire life.  I know I wasn’t normal, I have never been. I could look someone in their eyes and they could read my past. It was so obvious somehow. I’m pretty good in hiding it. Only when I dance I take my mask off. In real life I act. I admit it. I act my life. But when I’m with him… it’s like he Is the only one who had the guts to remove the mask from my face. ‘…god you have been through so much..’ he said.