Chapter 48-51

01/03/2012 15:08
Chapter 48

I raised my arms and held them out, “Come here Bru..” He slowly walked over and hugged me tightly, “I gotta take care of you..” he whispered. I put my head into his neck, “We’re both going to be fine alright?” I felt him nod. We would both be fine I was sure of that. After he really started touring his sales would shoot up, they had too. He worked so hard to just be here, there was no way I was going to let this happen. If it came down to it, I would be knocking on Mr.Barry’s door. “I love you Diamond..” he said softly as he rubbed my back. “I love you too Bru..” I whispered back.

“I’m sure I’ll be ready by Sunday..” I said with a smile as I shook Bobby’s hand. “Alright man I’ll see you then..” I saluted him as he walked out the door. Rehearsals we’re finally over and I was so tired. However I wasn’t going to miss out on tonight. It would be the first time out with everyone in awhile. I really did need it considering all that had been on my mind all week. I was going to work really hard in everything that I did. Everyone who doubts me would be supporting me in the end. After packing up everything and saying my goodbyes I made my way to my car. I smoked a cigarette on my way home just trying to calm myself down. I was really trying to quit, but in the last couple of weeks it was getting even harder. “Babe..?” I called out as I walked threw the door hanging my keys on the rack. She didn’t answer and I started walking towards the bedroom. I heard the shower going and I went about getting undressed. I winced in pain a bit as I took my shirt off. My stomach was still pretty sore from all the drinking I had been doing this week. Diamond had told me that I needed to get myself together before my mom came to town. She really didn’t want her to worry about me. I sat on the bed taking my hat off in the process. I ran my fingers threw my hair and put my face in my hands.

I looked up and started to smile as I heard Diamond walk in. She held her towel against her as she leaned down and kissed me, “Hey Bru.. how was it?” I shrugged a bit, “You know.. it was okay.. I’m tired as hell though..” She sighed, “I know me too… and I don’t know why, I’ve been laying around all day..” I stood up and just shook my head. “What’s that look?” she said giving me a sly smile. I shrugged again as I walked around her going for the closet, “I don’t know..” She laughed, “Uh huh..” I grabbed my towel and threw it over my shoulder, “I’ll be right back.. be ready for me..” I said quickly adding the other part. “What?” she said after I got in the bathroom. I laughed and started the water for my shower.


February 13th, 2011

Today is the day! I can’t believe that we are going to the fucking Grammys! The weekend leading up to this day has been excellent. Our night out with everyone was a success and it was like some kind of reunion. Me and Bruno danced a lot, more then we usually did. I enjoyed every second of it, he really knew how to move his damn hips. Just turns me on. He even got up on stage and sang a couple of songs for the people there and I could tell that he was trying a lot harder then he really needed too. The baby shower was beautiful with all it’s pink and blue everywhere. Renee and Jayden, I can’t with till’ they get here. It was good to see Devin again and I even got a chance to play around with him at the park. It was such a beautiful day in all and I was just so happy for everyone.

Later that night Bernie and the girls came in and we all went to dinner. Bruno and Presley picked on each other, but overall it was a fantastic night. I had really missed them a bunch and I can’t wait till’ we get to celebrate after Bruno wins his Grammy! I mean, I don’t know if he has won yet, I’m praying and hoping… But, I’m sure.. I mean he’s in 6 categories… I’m sure he can get one.. right?

Bruno hasn’t drank all weekend and I have to say that I’m really proud of him. Like his mom always tells me, he is a good guy that makes bad choices. I was just focusing on tonight, tonight is the night. Oh my god.. I’m so nervous all of a sudden.. *crosses fingers*


“Damn look at you..” I said as I looked Diamond up and down. “No look at you Mr.Mars..” I laughed and bit my lip, “I like when you call me that..” “Maybe I’ll use it more often.. in other situations..” she said softly. “Like.. ton-” “So we ready to do this shit or what?” Phil said sliding into the room and turning around showing off, cutting our whole conversation off. We both quickly turned to him and laughed. “Yeah.. you look alright..” I said grabbing at my blazer. He waved me off and walked back out the room. I looked back down to Diamond, “So you ready for this babe?” She took a deep breath, “Been ready Bru..” “But.. if I don’t win anything.. I want you to know that I’ll still be happy.. it’s my first year you know..” She fixed my shirt, “You’re gonna win..” I smiled, “Owhh.. girl.. I love you..” I said fiercely. She looked at me in mock horror, “What the hell was that?” I shook my head and laughed, “I really do..” She leaned in and kissed me, “And I really love you too.”

“Let’s go B.. I’m sure you got enough good luck kisses..” I heard Phil call out. I looked down and smiled before looking back up to him. “One more..” he whispered before he puckered his lips. I giggled and kissed him again, “I’ll see you soon.” “Very very soon.” he said as he grabbed his sunglasses from off the dresser. “Let’s do this shit!” he yelled as he walked out the door. I smiled as I went about getting all of my other things. Dre would be back to get me, Bernie, and the girls as soon as he dropped the guys off at the red carpet. My stomach starting getting into knots and I began pacing. I just knew how much this would mean if he at least won one. Maybe his record label would be able to back up off of him at least. I tried my best to take my mind off of it, and just enjoy myself with my inlaws.

I put my hand over my mouth as the room got dark. I knew this was it, his performance that he had been boasting about all week. Suddenly a older man flashed across several pictures across the top of the stage. “Oh my god.. that’s Phil!” I said threw my laughter as I grabbed Presley. She laughed, “Oh my god..” I kept shaking my head and smiling like a fool the whole time and when he announced Bruno we screamed, and I couldn’t put into words how good it felt to be where I was right now. In a way it was almost unrealistic. Most people just didn’t understand how far this dude had come. To be up on a stage performing for his fans and family, he never wanted anything more. After jumping up and down with him performing with B.o.B. & Janelle Monae he finally came out and did his own thing. The Grenade skit was really some cute and funny, it was amazing what kind of stuff him and the guys could put together. I really had no words to describe them. I couldn’t picture my life without them, sometimes I just sit back and wonder just what would I be doing right now if I hadn’t of met Bruno. Or how hard it would have been if I met him, but didn’t pay him any attention. Or if when we broke up the could of times we did that we never got back together, where would I be. I always like to stay positive, but at the same time I have to think about the what ifs. But, as for now I am forever grateful for what this guy has done to my life.

At the end of the show, Bruno didn’t win in any of his categories and we we’re all very disappointed but, I knew that he wouldn’t show it. We waited backstage to see the guys, and I would congratulate Bruno on his amazing performance anyway. I seen him making his way to us as he stopped to shake a couple of hands and speak to people. When he got to us he basically ran up to me and I was so confused. “Guess who got a Grammy?!” he said out the side of his mouth. “What?!” I said smiling like a fool. “You heard me! We got a Grammy baby, for Just The Way You Are!” he said taking me in his arms. “Oh my fucking god!” I said putting my hand over my mouth. As we unlocked I grabbed his arms, “You did it Bru!” I said cheerfully. He looked past me to someone behind me, “I’ll be right back babe.. gotta do some shit.” I let him go, “Do it..” He tickled me a bit as he walked away and I hadn’t seen a smile like that on him in a really long time….


Chapter 49

I went over and talked to a couple of folks and when the guy put that Grammy in my hand there we’re no words. I touched all over it and turned it around so many different ways in my hands. This was a huge accomplishment for me, bigger then anyone would ever understand. He patted my back, “It’s all yours.” I smiled from ear to ear as he pointed over to a small place in the room where I went and took some pictures by myself and with a couple of other guys. I could see Diamond watching me from a distance and I made sure to look really good. After taking countless pictures for the press, with my family and friends we we’re on our way to the after party. I had always wanted to perform at a after party as big as this, and I was finally going to get my chance. I had a couple of drinks before I played with so many different types of artists. I have to say that it felt damn good to be able to keep up to some of them who had been in this business way longer then I had. After I was done performing I had a ball with my guys and Diamond. We danced to fast songs, slow songs, and even some shit that we shouldn’t have danced too. We shared a couple of drinks and I really enjoyed being with her after winning something as big as this. I didn’t get to take my Grammy home with me, but I was promised to get it in the mail really soon.

We stayed till’ just about 4 o’clock in the morning. Of course we still got down when we got home, I mean come on, we won a Grammy. The next best thing to having a drink, is getting some. We kind of had to sneak since my mom and sisters stayed at my house, but it was really fun and successful.

 The next morning, I got up way earlier then I should have but, I had to help my family get everything together before their flight back to Hawaii. I scooped my mom up in a big ol’ hug, “I love you..” She rubbed my back and we swayed a bit, “I love you more Bruno.. you stay out of trouble okay?” I kissed her cheek as we unlocked, “Always.” “And that Grammy.. I want it when it gets here..” she smiling said as she went to open the door. I laughed and helped her pull it open, “Make the space for it on the shelf.” I stuck my tongue out at Presley as my mom walked out he door. She did it back, but then smiled and gave me a thumbs up. “Bye you all..” Diamond she came up and I put my arm around her. They all waved and got into the taxi and I watched them leave once again. I stepped back a bit and took my arm from around her as she closed the door. “Sooo…..” I said rubbing my hands together. “I’m going back to sleep..” she said softly as she walked towards the bedroom. “Awww you’re no fun!” I said as she walked into the room. I went and laid down with her until I felt her fall back asleep. For some reason, I couldn’t go back. I didn’t know if it was the time or if it was just because I had already been up for awhile. I finally just got up and just watched some TV, and even made two sandwiches. After almost an hour and a half she still wasn’t up. It was damn near past the afternoon. I walked in the room and stood at the door for a couple of seconds, just watching her. She didn’t move so I ran over and jumped on the bed. 

“Bruno.. why do you always do that?” I groaned my head in the pillow. “Come on babe.. you’ve been sleep almost all day.. ” he said softly. I slowly rolled over onto my back and rubbed my eyes. I threw my hands down into the bed, I had no idea why I was so tired. Without any warning he crawled on top me grabbing my thighs. My eyes widened quickly and I looked around the room. “Yeah, that’ll wake your ass up..” he said. I looked up to his eyes, mine stilly blurry. “What time is it?” I asked moving his hands away. “Late enough.. now get up!” he said thrusting on me. I laughed and shook my head, “Let me up..” He slowly crawled off the bed backwards smiling. I slowly raised myself from the bed almost stumbling to the bathroom. “I know I didn’t get you that good last night..” he joked from across the room. “Ha ha whatever.” I said as I closed the bathroom door. I could hear his light laugh as I turned the water on. I reached over for my rag on the rack and dipped it underneath the warm water. I put the rag to my face and kept it there for awhile, way longer then I usually did. I took deep breaths and felt myself almost drifting off to sleep again as I leaned down into the sink. I quickly sat up as my elbows hit the cold surface, something was wrong.

I hummed a song to myself as I walked around the room cleaning up a bit. I was really looking forward to getting in the studio for a little bit before I was off on the huge tour. It seemed like time was moving so fast, faster then I really wanted it to move. I didn’t mind, because not only had I signed up for this, it was my dream. I looked around the room proudly as I had finally accomplished a bit of cleaning. It was a beautfiul day today, and I kind of wanted to at least put some burgers on the grill before it got dark. “Diamond..” I said sitting on the bed. She didn’t answer and I took a deep breath. I wasn’t going to rush her because I knew she hated it when I did. I continued on trying to keep myself busy, even making the bed when I never did. After another couple of minutes, I didn’t hear anything. “Diamond..” I said this time a bit worried. Once again she didn’t answer and I went towards the bathroom door pushing it open slowly. She looked up to me slowly from the edge of the bathtub, I instantly started to frown.

“Are you alright?” he said as he was quickly at my side. I shook my head trying to hold back tears, “No I don’t know what’s wrong..” I said with fear in my voice. I really didn’t know what was wrong, I didn’t feel myself. I felt weak, and empty for some reason. It really wasn’t what I was looking forward too after a great night like last night. He put his arms under mine and pulled me up into his chest, he wrapped them around my back holding me tight to him. I could smell his cologne and his breathing comforted me a bit. In a way I was scared because I had no idea what was happening. I just wanted to sleep, that’s all I knew. “Babe.. breathe.” he whispered. I inhaled and exhaled quickly, realizing that I was holding my breath. “What the hell is wrong with you?..” he said his voice shaky. I couldn’t answer his question, I slowly pulled my arms up and wrapped them around him as well. “Damn man.. this is the wrong time..” he whispered. I nodded a bit agreeing with him, this was horrible timing. I didn’t need to get sick now, not this month at least. I started rushing threw all of the things I had did in the past week, trying to figure out the reason.

“Come on babe.. you at least have to get some medicine for this..” I said looking down to her. She looked up to me, her eyes low and a bit darker. I was so confused right now, I didn’t know if it was something I had did or if she had ate something bad. “How much did you drink last night?” I said helping her up. “Bruno.. I only had three drinks.. that dosen’t even get my tipsy..” I took a deep breath as I helped her into the bedroom, “Okay.. well what did you eat..?” She shrugged as she laid back on the bed, “I don’t know.. I can’t think right now..” I got up a bit as she pulled the covers up on her and laid on her side. I rubbed my hands up and down my jeans just trying to think, then it hit me. “Babe..” I said my voice a bit shaky. “What Bru.. I just wanna sleep..” I looked over to her, “Did it cross you’re mind that.. you may be.. umm.. having a kid..?” I said as I played with my ring. She opened her eyes and looked up to me, “Oh my god..” she whispered. I got up and started pacing, I got really nervous, really fast. She sat up on her elbows, “Why are you pacing?” I shrugged as I looked to her from the floor, “I don’t know..” She shook her head, “You don’t want this yet..” “I mean I do.. but, I don’t know..” “See Bruno.. this is why I told you to use a condom.. how could I be so stupid..” she said laying back down. “No babe… it’s not like that.. I mean come on let’s not argue we don’t even know yet..”

All this time, I had no idea why I didn’t realize that I might have been pregnant. “Okay.. but when we we’re doing it.. you said that didn’t care if I did..” “Alright.. I said that.. but, I didn’t think it would really happen..” I sat up on my elbows again but, this time I got really mad, “What do you mean by that? Are you serious right now?” He shrugged keeping his shoulders up for a bit, his mouth opened like he was going to say something but, couldn’t. “Bruno.. how many times did you think it was going to take before I got pregnant..” “I’m a guy.. you can’t ask me questions like that..” he said putting hand on his chest. I violently moved the blanket from off of me, got up, and stormed towards the bathroom. He grabbed my arm before I could leave the room, “Baby.. please stop.. we don’t even know yet..” I shook my head, he just didn’t get it. It wasn’t the fact that we didn’t know or not. If I was, he wasn’t even ready. He didn’t want this as much as he had said he did……


Chapter 50

I had no idea what was running threw her head. I just got nervous really easily, but it didn’t mean that I was going to back out of it. I helped her make it. “Look at me..” I said softly grabbing her arm a bit tighter. She looked up to me, her eyes still dark. “I’m sorry.. okay.. you’re right.. I said I was ready.. and the truth is.. I am.. It’s just hard to think about it you know, cause’ that’s something big.. that means both of our lives will be forever changed, it’s a big step..” She nodded slowly taking in my words, “I know.. and I want that step for us so bad Bruno.. I want to have your children..” I smiled a bit as I let her arm go, “And I really want you too baby.. that would mean the world to me..” She smiled a bit as well. I shifted positions a bit and moved in to kiss her, “Just work with me okay..” She nodded again and I leaned in to kiss her but, this time we started making out. I grabbed her hips as we did it and I stopped for a second closing my eyes, “We can’t..” “You’re right..” she said moving my hands from her hips. She took a deep breath and started for the bathroom again. I rubbed my hands together, “I love you..” She turned around and smiled, “I love you too.”


February 27th, 2011

Yeah.. so Bruno is leaving tomorrow morning…. Lately I’ve just been wanting to break down and cry, but I know I can’t. I don’t want to put him in that situation, I just really don’t want to do that to him. Everyday for the last week and a half it’s been getting worst, and worst. We’ve spent most of that time either in the studio, or going out with friends, or just trying to spend as much time as possible with each other. I just hate to even think about it, I hate it so much.

I’m just glad that I wasn’t actually pregnant, then I would have to go threw the first 2 months of it, by myself. But, I went to the doctor that next day, and he told me that I just had a abnormal hangover. I guess that’s what happens when you drink shit you’re not used to drinking. Bruno has just been so overly sweet, I sometimes just wanna break down at how far he goes just to do little things. Or how much harder he’s working, like to make simple dance moves for his shows perfect. I just like to sit back and watch him, and replay in my head how he’s came from a crazy horny singing teenager, to a classy, but, still horny humble, male musician. I love that fact that nothing has really changed about expect for his hair, that’s really about it. He’s still Bruno.. and he’s still my Bruno.. and I’m going to miss him a whole lot.

I still have dreams about that day that he kissed me for the first time that night. It just felt so right, from right then. It was like he shared something with me that he wasn’t planning on giving to anyone else in his life. I still remember the time he walked up to me and had a silly look on his face as he struggled so hard to remember my name. Or when he whispered, ‘I’ll make it up to you..’ into my ear making my stomach drop. Little did I know, that he actually mean’t that and he’s been making up for it ever since. And I mean it when I say that I don’t think I can ever love another human being like I love him.


“Hey babyyyy.” Bruno said like a little boy as he came up and put his arms around my neck, kissing my cheek. I smiled and closed my notebook, “Hey Bru..” He put his head on mine, “You alright..?” “I’m okay.” “No you’re not..” he said softly. I reached up and rubbed his arms, “I’m okay.. I promise..” He let me go and came over and flopped down on the couch next to me, “What’s on your mind?” I looked over to his smiling face, I genuinely loved how positive he was being, it made my heart smile. I opened my mouth to say something but, then shook my head. “Yeah that’s the same thing I thought..” he said nodding his head. I frowned, “What?..” “I mean here’s the problem…” he paused and I looked around the room as it got silent. He tackled me down to the couch and put his hands in my shirt tickling me wildly, “Someone needs to laugh!” I put my hand over my mouth and tried to conceal my giggles, but I just couldn’t. “Bruno.. please..” I said trying to move his hands away. “Nope.. I need you to cheer up.” he said crawling on top of me. “Whyyyy!” I said threw my laugher and I just looked up to him smiling like a fool enjoying every little second of this. “Now you got two options..” he said stopping. I inhaled and exhaled, “Yes..” “You can either.. cook me some dinner… or cheer up..” “What? That dosen’t make any sense..” He leaned down and kissed me, “I know.. that’s why you should just do both..” I smiled against his lips as he kissed me again.

“Okay Bru.. you win alright..” He leaned up and threw his fist in the air, “Yess!” I laughed as I pushed him off of me when he wasn’t expecting it. He almost fell and shot me a look. I quickly got up and ran for the kitchen before he could grab me. “Chicken?” I said smiling as I opened the fridge. “Hell yeah..” I heard him say out the side of his mouth. I laughed a bit as I took them out. I pulled the fries from the freezer and just enjoyed cooking. Right when I was almost done, I heard him walk towards the kitchen. I put my hand up to my mouth holding back a huge smile as he came and sat at the bar putting his hands under his chin. I flipped a couple of pieces of chicken in the pan, “Sooo.. Mr. Mars.” I said saying the last part louder. “Yes.. Mrs. Mars..” he said softly making me look over to him quickly, he had never called me that before. I took a sharp breath and continued, “You got nothing better to do huh?” “Damn.. you know.. I really don’t..” he said as if he was confused. I laughed as I looked to him and he raised his eyebrows and looked me up and down. We hadn’t done that in a really long time, and it made me feel all warm inside. He sat there watching me for the next couple of minutes as I made our plates and put his in front of him. “This is what I’m talking about..” he announced as he put a fry in his mouth.

We talked about any and everything even after we finished eating, we just talked. I needed her for that, she was more then just my fiancée she was one of my best friends. “Guess what I got?” she said getting up from the stool. I spun around in it, watching her as she went over to the fridge. She opened the freezer and pulled out a box of ice cream, “Boom!” “Ayyee!” I said smiling ear to ear. “You know how to make me happy…” I said watching her close the freezer back. “You know it Bru..” she said opening the cabinet and taking out two bowls. “I want a lot..” I said licking my lips in anticipation. I really didn’t need to eat all this ice cream, but I knew I would be fine. She put a spoon in each of our bowls and walked around sitting back in her stool, her thighs between mine. She handed me my bowl and I instantly started to dig in. We laughed talked in between spoonfulls and I realized that time was getting really short. “Give me some?” I said opening my mouth. I knew she loved doing this. She smiled as she scooped some ice cream up and put it in my mouth. I smiled as I swallowed it, “Alright.. you’re turn..” She opened her mouth and I scooped some, carefully moving my spoon up to her mouth. I failed horribly, spilling some of the melted part down into her shirt.

She jumped a bit, “Oh my god.. so cold.” I laughed and bit my lip, “I’m sorry.” I put my spoon in my bowl and set it on the bar as she reached for a napkin. “No stop.. I got it..” I whispered. “Huh?” she said looking down. I leaned down and pulled shirt down from over her breasts and licked up the drips of ice cream I had spilled on her. I took my time, making it as sensual as possible. I listened as she put the bowl down on the counter. “Bruno…” she said her voice shaky. I kept going rubbing up her thighs as I did it. It honestly tasted it so good. My licking turned into kissing and I moved my lips up to her neck as I put my hands into her shirt. She tilted her head a bit letting out a small moan that only helped me get going. I stopped and took a breath, “Come on let’s just do this..”….

Chapter 51

This chapter is dirty, you have been warned. o.O But, enjoy!

Before I could say anything, he reached out and wrapped his arms around me. He picked me up and I instantly wrapped my legs around him putting my chin into his shoulder. He moved me to the bedroom and softly laid me down, and his face was so determined. He leaned down to my face and passionately kissed me. I gently put my hands into his shirt, rubbing up the sides of his body as we kissed. He stopped and went up to his knees, taking his shirt off. He came back down to me smiling and I just really wanted this to be a night that I wouldn’t forget. It would just be so long until this would happen again. I sat up as he helped me pull my shirt from over my head. He moved back a bit unbuttoning my jeans quickly. “Bruno.. I don’t want you to leave..” I said making him pause. He looked up to me but, I could tell he had no words. “I’m sorry..” I said putting one of my hands on my face. I felt myself starting to cry, at the worst of times. “Baby.. no please.. don’t do that..” he said softly. “I’m sorry..” I cried. I felt him reach up and pull my hand from over my face, “Come on it’ll be alright..” I was so proud of myself for holding back tears all this time but, it had to come out sometime.

I didn’t think she understood how hard this was for me right now. I reached down and grabbed my hips pushing up her to me. I put my arms around her and she cried out into my chest, “Baby.. I’m sorry.. I’m gonna miss you so much..” I whispered into her hair. I made a trail of kisses from her ear down to her neck, “Just let me give you my love tonight.. please.” I whispered. I rubbed her back, “I’ll make it last.. I promise..” “I love you Bruno..” she whispered. I leaned out from her and wiped her tears. “And I love you more..” She smiled a bit, just what I wanted to see. I kissed her tenderly grabbing her face as I did. She started to lay back down and I reached back down and started unbuttoning her jeans again, slower this time. I helped her pull both her jeans and underwear off tossing them gently down to the floor. I went down and kissed her stomach softly rubbing her thighs as I did. I moved all the way down to her thighs and massaged them a bit as I went along. I slowly put my tongue on her, just teasing her a bit. I closed my eyes as I went all the way moving my tongue in and out of her slowly. She pressed her thighs against my shoulders as I pushed my tongue deeper inside her. She started to moan and it only made me want to just jump right in, but it was all about her tonight.

“Fuck..” I whispered putting my hands on my face, the pleasure that he gave me when he did this was almost unbearable sometimes. I loved it even more because he loved to do it. He came up when I didn’t expect it, kissing on my neck again. I could hear him undoing his belt as I felt him breathe deeply. “I honestly could stay down there for hours..” he whispered making me bite my lip. I had no words, I was just completely stumped with that one. I was beyond ready for this, but I just didn’t want it to end. When his pants we’re finally off he put his face directly into mine, looking deeply into my eyes. I held my breath, he had never really got this close before. I felt his arm brush my thigh as he reached down to guide himself inside me. He kissed me as he took his first stroke, making me moan into his mouth. He moved slow, and I took in every second. He reached down and grabbed my hands moving them above my head. He intertwined our fingers together and kept stroking deep inside me. I could feel him inching closer and closer to my spot.

“You’re so beautiful..” I moaned as I looked into her eyes. She squinted her eyes a bit, and tried to smile but ended up with her sex face. I pressed my lips together and went a bit harder making her say my name. “Oh my god Bruno.. I love you..” she moaned. “I know baby..” I moaned back. All the other times we made love it was good, but this time it just felt right. I pushed myself a bit deeper inside her and she arched a back a bit and let out a deep moan. “Right there… please don’t move.. oh my god..” she moaned closing her eyes. I took my time, hitting that same spot for her over and over. I kissed her deeply and I loved the fact that she couldn’t control her moans enough to keep from doing it in my mouth. She started moving her legs wildly as I squeezed her hands. “Do you like it baby..” I said trying to keep my focus on her. “Yes…” she moaned as she started to cum. I moaned with her while she did it setting her up for the next one. I felt sweat running down the side of my face, but I didn’t have time to stop it, I had a job to do right now.

“How do you do this..” I said looking into his eyes. He knew the perfect things to do at the perfect times. It was like a art to him that he just kept learning about more and more. “I’m just showing you my love..” he whispered as he let our hands go. I moved them to his shoulder as he tightened his face a bit moving himself even deeper inside me. I closed my eyes and opened my mouth wide as pain hit me at the wrong time. “Br..” “Shhhhhhh please..” he whispered before I could even get half of his name out. I tilted my head a bit unable to look at him and he reached up and moved my face back, “Just look at me please..” I nodded a bit as he kept thrusting into me deeply moving his eyes all over my face. He would try to kiss me and then would moan right into my mouth turning me on even more. He finally closed his eyes for the first time, and I moved my hands down to his arms squeezing them every time he went inside me again. “Oh god.. I love you..” he moaned. “I love you too Bruno..” He opened his eyes again and kissed me this time, putting his tongue in my mouth. I moved my hands to his sweaty back, as we made out. When I didn’t expect him too he stopped kissing me and turned away. I could tell that he was holding in some intense moans right now, and I loved it.

“Faster..” she moaned. I quickly moved my face back to hers and moved my hands down into the bed. I propped myself up more and started moving into my fast strokes that I loved to do. Her hands started to slide down my back and her eyes went everywhere. “I’m gonna cum again..” she moaned making my stomach tingle. “Oh yes.. please..” I said threw my teeth. I watched the faces she made closing from just above her. She opened her mouth wide and screamed my name as she came again. “I love making love to you baby..” I whispered as I let myself down on her again. I put my forehead into hers and she nodded smiling a bit. She moved her hands up to my hair and I knew that I was getting close, but I really didn’t want it to be over. I kept going and going, pacing myself out as long as possible. I started letting moans out as I got to my peak. “I’m gonna cum..” I whispered under my breath. “I want it.. please..” she moaned. “I love you..” I whispered out of breath as I was right on the edge. I clenched my teeth together and closed my eyes tight, “Oh baby..” I pushed myself as deep as possible inside her as I exploded, letting out all my moans. I smiled before I even opened my eyes, “You’re amazing baby..” She leaned up and kissed me softly, “Not as amazing as you..”

I held him tightly against me as he lightly snored. As tired as I was, I couldn’t sleep. I honestly didn’t want the morning to come, I just wished this day would go away. I didn’t want to cry anymore, or be selfish. I just wanted him to hold me and never let me go. To think that I would be sleeping here alone tomorrow night, broke my heart into a thousand pieces….