With all my might I pushed myself back from the panel. The car stopped right in front of the
red traffic light! I breathed heavy. Thanks to god the seat belt hold me back. And thank god
there were no other cars behind us.
“Nila? Are you okay?”, I said in a hurry, worried that something happened to her. “You w w
what?”, was everything she could bring out. Starring right in front of us to the light.
Gripping the wheel really tight.
“What did you say Bruno?”
She was completely shocked about the whole situation. I took one of her hands to calm
her a little. And spoke then with the words I could bring out in my situation: “Baby, I wanna
marry you!” “Bu bu but Bruno…I don’t know what to say!” “Maybe, yes?! This would be
helpful for me!”
She made a long pause. Too long. Somehow her face expression scared me. I just wanted
to know what she was thinking… Feeling slightly like a fool, I lent back in the seat and
closed my eyes. Trying to calm myself… But the alcohol in my blood took more and more
over and everything began to spin.
“Bruno…”, she began finally. “I think I can’t say yes, right now, right here!” No! She can’t
say NO! Maybe she was simply mixing up things?
This was definitely not what I wanted to hear. I felt like my whole world crashed down. I
didn’t want to open my eyes, til I felt her eyes lay on me. My eyes began to water but I
promised myself not cry in front of her. It was to hard to realize what she said at this
“Bruno…please look at me!” She grabbed my hand tight and intertwined our fingers. Right
at this moment we heard car honks behind us. The traffic light already switched back to
She let go of my hand and continued driving. “Please Bruno, say something!”, she
interrupted my thoughts about what just happened.
“What shall I say Nila? What do you expect me to?” I closed again my eyes. Still trying to
hold back the tears.
Why did she react like this. I love her so much and I know she does the same. Everything
felt so right at this moment. Being together with her forever was all I ever wanted. I’ve
never felt so much love for a woman than I did for her!
“I don’t know…”, was all she said, almost whispering.
The silence killed me. I wanted to know what was going in her. What did I do wrong? Did I
do anything wrong?
“Bruno…can… can we talk about it, when we’re back home? It’s only a few more minutes.”
“Yeah…sure…whatever.” I didn’t know anymore how to react. I felt so dizzy and everything
was spinning, that I only wanted to get in my bed, close my eyes and act like nothing
“Please don’t be like this Bruno!” I grabbed tightly the side of my seat, trying not to cry like
a little baby. Not in front of her.
The rest of the drive was completely quite.
She stood at my side of the car, looking with sad eyes at me. Slowly she opened the door.
“Bruno, baby…common please don’t do this to me.” I felt like a heavy stone. Impossible to
get out of this car on my own. All the emotions in me began to heat up, ready to break out
She kneed down next to me, me still in the passenger seat. I hold my hands intertwined in
each other but she laid hers over mine.
“Bruno do really want to stay here for the whole night? Please come with me!”
I let softly my head fall back in the seat. I needed to breath! Closing my eyes. My hands
became suddenly sweaty and I my forehead got cold. I felt a cold shiver down my neck
and my back.
“Bruno please…” I heard her whisper. I really tried to take myself together but I couldn’t
help it. A single tear rolled down my cheek.
She grabbed my hands and pulled me carefully and slowly out of the car.
I stood right in front of her, not daring to look her in her eyes. In the eyes I love so much.
But I felt that she was looking in mine. Straight in the eyes.
Carefully she rubbed with her thumb over my cheek to dry my the tears. Suddenly she
pulled me in a hug. Not what I expected. I buried my face in her hair and just wanted to let
it all out. But I couldn’t. She hugged me so tight. I didn’t know that this little woman has so
much power in her.
When she let go of me, she grabbed my hand and lead me to the house door. Again
throwing my arm over her shoulder. Helping me to walk straight. I breathed hardly and
uneven. Another shiver ran down my back.
Almost at the door overcame me a disgusting feeling. I let go of her hand and ran back in
direction of the car. I needed to throw up. Everything I had in me wanted really to come
out, but in a complete different way than before.
I heard Nila screaming my name, but I signaled her to stay there. I didn’t want her to see
me like this. I run in the next corner and let everything out.
A few minutes later I felt slightly better. I took myself together and walked back in direction
of the house. Nila sat on the stairs of the entry to the house. She waited for me. I felt
better, but still not good enough to talk with her about what happened. I wasn’t ready. I
couldn’t look her in the eyes.
She had already opened the door and stood there. Honestly, I just wanted to go to her and
hug her as tight as I could, just to feel somehow safe?! I know it sounds dumb. But this
was what I felt at this moment. I mean that she said, she didn’t want to marry me, changed
nothing about the fact that I love her to death! Nothing! And I knew I always would love her
I wasn’t sure how I should react. She stood there not knowing what to do either. She
looked somehow sorry and sad at the same time. But the closer I came to the door, the
more I just wanted to get in my bed. I felt better after throwing up, but still dizzy. I didn’t
stop. I simply walked in the house up to our apartment. Passing her. I couldn’t look up to
her. But when the door shut I knew she followed me.
I walked directly upstairs in our bedroom further to the bathroom. I knew Nila felt as bad as
me at this moment. And I felt selfish for not talking to her. But somehow deep in my heart a
voice said, that it wouldn’t has a use to talk to her. I already said everything I wanted her to
I splashed myself cold water in my face. Still not feeling better. I needed to get rid of the
sour taste in my mouth… I brushed my teeth.
She knocked on the door. “Bruno?…Baby?! Are you alright?” Alright? I was everything else
than alright. I looked in the mirror. To see was a mound of a mess. I breathed heavy and
hold my arms over my head, closing my eyes again for a few seconds. I needed to take
myself together and go out to face her. “Bruno?”
Slowly I turned around and walked over to the door to open it. I needed to face her.
When I opened the door she stood right in the frame looking me in the eyes. There was no
way to avoid her. There was no way not to look in her eyes. She looked heartbroken. And
this broke me even more than I already was.
It seemed like hours that we stood like this in the door. She laid her hand on my chest and
I was afraid that she could even feel how much my heart hurt.
I didn’t knew what she expected from me. Acting like I never asked her?
When I took her hand from my chest it felt cold. The only thing I wanted to do is taking her
over to the bed, cuddle up to her and warm her up. But I simply couldn’t.
“Nila, I really don’t feel good at the moment!…I just wanna lay down…” She gave me an
half, pretty sad smile. I let go of her hand and walked over to my half of the bed.
I sat down and just starred for a few seconds in front of me…somehow into the nowhere. I
heard no move from Nila, I looked around and saw her still standing at the frame, looking
at me. I gave her the same half smile she gave me. Oh my god! She’s killing me…why is
she doing this to me?
Then she looked down on the floor, it almost looked like she had tears in her eyes. This
was not what I wanted. I felt guilty for let her feel like this. I wanted to dry her tears. But
how could I do that when I felt completely the same and just wanted to cry?
I heard her walk in the bathroom and how she brushed her tears. In the meantime I pulled
off my shirt and tried to get somehow out of my pants. It was hard but I made it!
So I sat there in only my boxers, still at the same point. I heard no noice from Nila, but I
didn’t dare to move.
“Bruno…I can’t anymore! I need to talk with you!”, I heard her saying behind me. The
moving of the bed told me she was crawling over to me.
Suddenly I felt her cold hands on my shoulders, slowly moving down to wrap her arms
around me. Kissing my neck didn’t made a thing better.
“Please Bruno…talk to me!” I couldn’t help but holding on her hands. “Why no, Nila?”
She loosened the grip with one hand and came up right in front of me. I was still sitting on
the edge of the bed, so she kneed down on the floor, that we were both on eye level. Back
to grabbing both of my hands.
“Baby…I don’t really know what to say…”, she sighed. “But you wanted to talk…”, I
answered, more confused about the whole situation. “Yeah…you’re right! I think I really am
the one who should say something…and…you don’t need to say anything…just please…
listen!” I nodded to her and waited for her to begin, but she made a small pause.
“Baby…babes”, she began with a small cute laugh and I have to admit, it made me smile,
too. “I just want you to know, I love you! And there’s no other man on earth who I want to
marry. And you know that! I would always say yes, without even thinking. You could wake
me up in the middle of the night, and I would say yes! Cause I’m more than sure, that you
and I belong together, forever. But tonight…I can’t say yes. And it’s not because I don’t
want to marry you, it’s because I think it’s the wrong way. Maybe it’s selfish to say that, and
I feel bad about it, in some ways. But Bruno…even when you really want to do it, you’re
still drunk! And how shall I know that it’s not just an affect of the talk we had before?” “No
Nila, no!! I love you! I want to be with you forever!”, I tried to convince her. “I know Bruno, I
know.” She laid her forehead against mine. “I know you do Bruno…But I don’t know, if it’s
really something you want to do now?! I mean…as long as you’re not sober…I think…I…
wanna be asked by a Bruno who’s exactly knowing what he’s doing. I know you haven’t
drunk your mind away…but can you understand somehow what I mean?”
Even when I didn’t want to admit, but I knew what she meant…and she was right!
“Yeah…I guess..”, I answered more whispering.
“Bruno…I just wanna make sure, that it is the same thing you want to do tomorrow, or next
week, or even in a few months. I mean it isn’t just saying yes…it’s also the time? Do you
know if you got enough time for that all? I mean it’s a big thing! You just came back, and
who knows what happens next week?!”
My eyes started to burn…
“Baby…and…to be honest…weren’t the things what happened earlier a reason for it, why
you asked me?” … I couldn’t answer her this question. I didn’t know what to think. Maybe
she was right, maybe not?! The only thing I knew was that the tears rolled down my
cheeks. And hit her cheeks like cannonballs. This was all too much…
“Aww baby!! Please don’t cry! This is not what I wanted…” She laid one of her arms
around my neck and I could feel her hand playing with the end of my hair. I loved the way
she tried to comfort me. How she drove from the bottom to the top through my hair, and
pulled softly on it.
She sighed and said: “What shall I do with you baby?…”, more in the air than to me. “I’m
sorry…they are just rolling down, I can’t control it!” “It’s ok…I guess you need to let it out!
…I love you Bruno!”
She lifted up my chin and looked at me. I still tried to avoid her eyes and I never really
thought that I would be in this position. “Look at me Bruno…”, she said, still with her hand
on my jawbone. “I love you Bruno, did you hear that?” I simply nodded and she kissed a
few tears from my cheek, just the way as I would do it for her.
Slowly she stood up and stood again in front of me, pushing me back on the bed. Woah
that girl! Always something new!
She pushed me back and laid herself on top of me, facing me. Her smile was back and
beautiful as usual. “I just want it in a…maybe bit nicer way?” Her smile is so infecting that I
guess mine was also back. “You’ll get a nicer way. I promise!” I got a nod from her and she
put her hands on my cheek, coming closer to my lips but suddenly she pulled away. “Wait!
You brushed your teeth, right?!” Laughing I answered: “Yeah I did! And now come here!”
Her lips felt so soft and were exactly the right thing I needed at this moment. This kills
A few minutes later she rolled off next to me, laying on her side with her arm on my chest.
Her fingers made little circle all over my skin and made me tingle.
“You know what?…If you see it in the right light, then you already got your yes!” I looked
seemingly confused at her, not really knowing what she meant.
“I mean, how often did I tell you that I’ll say yes when your sober? …countless!!!”, she
giggled. And she was right. The only thing that really counted what that we both knew that
we wanted it!
“How are you feeling baby?” “Much better now!! I swear, you’re the best medicine on
The next morning I woke up with Bruno almost all over me. I couldn’t help but smile about
that. It was really cute to watch him like this though. One of his arms on my tummy, one of
his legs intertwined with mine and his head laid half on my shoulder, almost buried in my
neck. A position I would usually sleep like on him! A little bit clingy but I couldn’t complain
at that point. I simply enjoyed the moment, to have him close like this next to me.
Until the moment I tried to move. Lightly I laughed to myself about my hopeless situation.
Captured by Bruno. Suddenly he started to move. “Don’t move!…You’re so comfortable!”,
he mumbled onto my shoulder. I laughed again lightly about his statement. “Don’t laugh…
this feels like an earthquake…and…my…head…!” This made me laugh even harder. “Aww
has my little baby an hangover?” He sighed and answered: ”No my head feels just so
heeeavyyy…” “Yeah your whole body is heeeaaavyyyy!”, I answered in the same
sufferingly sound Bruno said it. “Whatever…”, he answered mumbling again…pretending
I could only smile about him. I let my hand move over his arm and up to his neck, playing
with the end of his hair. He quietly hummed, enjoying my movements.
“Please Bruno! Please get off of me! I gotta pee…you’ll get a kiss if you let me go!” I felt a
smirk form on my shoulder. “I get it anyways!” “Haha, no you wont!”, I answered rolling my
eyes, still with a huge smile on my face. “Pleeeaaaseee Bruno!” I tried to lift his arm from
my tummy to roll to the side but he pushed it even more down and didn’t let me go.
“Please please please Bruno!!! I gotta peeee! And if you wont let me I’ll pee in this bed!
And YOU will clean it up!” Suddenly his head bumped up and he stared at me in
“Go! Go! Get out of the bed!”, he said wide eyed, pushing me out. Laughing I stood up,
was on my way to the bathroom and said: “That’s what I thought!”, when he grabbed my
wrist and pulled me back.
“My kiss?!”, he said smiling, rolling over to the edge of my side. I shook laughing my head
about his reaction. I bend down and put my hands on his cheeks. Slowly I moved closer to
his lips, almost touching them but sill being apart. Carefully I pushed his head back in the
pillow. Our lips met to a slow but deep kiss.
When we pulled apart, Bruno opened his eyes and smiled. Then I turned around without
saying a word and went on. “Why are you doing this to me?, I heard him saying in an
almost whiny voice behind me. I turned around to him and pulled one off his jackets on
and answered in a teasing voice: “Because I can baby, because I can!”
I blow him a kiss and turned back around leaving the room for real.
“Baaaaaabyyyyyy! Come back!” “What? I wasn’t even five minutes gone!”, I answered
peeking around the corner of the door, walking back inside. Bruno laid already back on his
side of the bed, waiting for me to come back in.
“Do that again!” “What?”, I asked confused. “This spinning around thingy!” “What, this?”, I
asked again spinning around in a seductive way, getting out of the jacket. I throw it roughly
in the corner and walked with a little hips-shake back over to Bruno. “Uh this is so sexy!”,
he said as he buried his face in my neck while I laid back down. Again he laid with the half
his body on me, kissing my neck up and down. This felt so good, I have to admit, more
than good. But he was getting heavy again, he laid so uncomfortable on me.
“Baby…Heavy!”, I said driving with my hand through his hair. “But you’re so
comfortable…”, he answered between his kisses, starting to go up to my ear, nibbling on
my earlobe. “I’m just so comfortable because all of my flab.” He suddenly let go of my ear
and looked me straight in the eyes with a serious face, turning into a smirk. Then he
pinched my tummy and said: “Yesss..And I love this flab!” For this he received a nice slap
on his arm.
“Auuu” Giggling he rolled off next to me on his side. Facing me he stroked hair out of my
face and said: “You’re beautiful!”
I closed my eyes smiling, not saying anything. The only thing I felt, was his hand on my
cheek, playing with my hair.
“So what are the plans for today?”, I asked still with my eyes closed. “What’s the time?” I
turned around to look at the alarm clock. “Already almost noon! But I don’t wanna get up…
I feel not fit today.”, I said and moved closer to Bruno, cuddling myself as close as I could
against him. “What?? So late?”, he asked more like a statement. I let my head fall against
his chest in disappointment. Knowing that he already had plans for the day, but not
together with me! “At what time do you think you get your cute ass back home?”, I asked
slightly pissed against his chest. Again he put his hand on my cheek and lifted my head up
and stared in my eyes. “I’m so sorry! But I promise, I’m back in the early evening! That’s
the latest.” “Man but that’s not fair! I took two weeks for you off! Why when you’re not
here?” “Baby for real! I just need to fix some things in the studio! And then I’m all yours the
next two weeks! I promise!” “Don’t promise when you can’t hold it!” “I know it’s hard with
me, when every time I want to spend time with you, something else comes in between. But
I can promise you, that the next two weeks, you and me will spend every single day
together!” “You really sure, that you can promise that?!” “I’m pretty much sure! Maybe we
can go a few days to somewhere else, taking some time off?! Where no one calls us or
can make us work.” I was still not completely convinced, but I couldn’t do anything against
it, so I had to go with it.
Bruno gave me a big kiss and got then out of the bed to get ready for the studio. But since
I got my period that day, I felt like shit and all I wanted was to stay in bed.
Bruno left and I was alone…still laying in the bed. Not thinking about making a move. But
my stomach hurt so bad this day. I decided to get up and prepared myself an hot water
bag. I slipped into my home clothes and made myself comfortable again in the bed. I tried
to read a book, but nothing really helped distracting me. So I decided to call my girls, the
few girly friends I had and they came over to waste their time together with me. They
brought a pizza with them. But I was still to lazy to get out of the bed and so we stayed
there all watching a movie. Because we all had the weakness for hot Latino guys we
decided on Dirty Dancing 2.
So we sat there. Four girls drooling over these hot Latino men. Eating pizza and doing this
typical girls talk, in Bruno and my bed. Even though Bruno should have been the one next
to me and my tummy really hurt bad this time, it was nice to spend some time, after so
long, with my girls.
“You did what??”, Phil asked in disbelieve . “You can’t be serious! And what did she say? I
mean she’s wonderful and all and I would be really happy for you guys when you get so
far! But yesterday?” “Yeah man! I know it was the wrong timing!…And she said..no!” “No?!”
“…for now!…It was simply not the right time yesterday…and it was so dumb to ask her like
this..” “Uh yeah this was definitely dumb! And what else did she say? Was that all? I mean
why did you do that?” “She was shocked and didn’t say anything first, so shocked that we
almost had an accident…she said she couldn’t say yes yesterday because she knew I was
drunk and didn’t know for sure, if it was just the alcohol that spoke out of me or my true
feelings…and I had a total crash down.” “Oh my…you really cried?! Don’t tell me you
started this all cause of..” “Yeah kinda…it was dumb. I know..but I can’t take it back. All I
know is, that I truly wanna marry her and…I wanna ask her the way she deserves it…in a
nicer, sweeter way. All the stuff belongs to it…and not being drunk.” The last part I said
more to myself than to Phil. Resting my head in my hands. I kind of waited for Phil to give
me a good advice. Silence….
“Then go! Aks her again! Plan something big! Make it special…” “Yeah I want to…but I
know that we got now only these two weeks and then everything starts again. … the new
album, tour…when will I have enough time for that? We get everyday more dates for
shows after the vacation, we’re already one month gone, again. And we just came back…”
“Then do it when we come back?! I mean…you really have no reason to hurry with the
new album. I don’t think it will be a big problem to take again one or two weeks off.
Especially because we just came from tour, a short break and then again tour…tell the
guys about your plans and it will be alright!” “Do you think that would work?” “Trust me!”
“So what was the plan? Why did you come over?”, Phil changed the subject. “I just wanted
to make sure, that tomorrow no one of you guys is here…” “Uhhh”, Phil answered in a girly
voice. “Some big plans with your lady, huh?! Got to make it up to her cause of yesterday
huh?! But please don’t turn the make up session into a make out session. I wanna sit on
this couch without any imaginations of you both naked and sweaty and her all over you
and ..and you screaming her name like a girl.” “Ok ok…I got it! You’re just jealous…”, I
answered laughing about Phils statement. Then realizing what he said. “What makes you
thinking that she’s all over me…and..” “Because I’d rather see her sexy ass then yours
Brunzi. And common everyone knows that she’d make you scream like this!” “What?! For
sure not! I make her begging for more!”, I kinda lied, not knowing how this would be
between us. Or if there ever would be something.
“It’s ok Brunz, no need to be ashamed…much fun for you two tomorrow..my sweet little
lovebirds.” He came up behind me and hugged me in the mos girlish way! I tried to punch
him, but he was already in the door. “Bye, bye Bruno.”, waving the same way he acted
before. “What would I only be without him?”
Ari was already on his vacations so there was no need to inform him about tomorrow.
When Phil was out I prepared everything for the next day to be perfect. Everything looked
like it should. It was nothing big but…i thought she will like it.
Afterwords I headed back home to my baby! I tried to hurry! I already let her wait long
enough. When I opened the door I walked over to the living room, expecting her to be
there. But nothing. I throw my leather jacket on the couch and walked in the kitchen. But
“Baby?”, I shouted. Suddenly I heard girly laughing upstairs.
“Nila?” Slowly I opened the door to the bedroom and peeked in it. Everything got silent!
“Uhhm hello?”, I said more questioning what there happened.
“Uhhh hey baby! You’re already back?!” I walked over to the girls. “Hello Bruuuunooo!”,
they all said in a choir. It was funny how they all stared at me, waiting for something that’s
going to be said.
“Uhhm yes…I said I don’t need too long! But seems like you girls couldn’t wait to conquer
the castle!” I laughed about my own words and looked over to the TV…”Uhh and it seems
like you couldn’t to get the Latinos out of the house to drool over this, huh?!”, I asked with
a raised eyebrow. “Uhh and I see pizza!! Okay girls…move over! The lord has has arrived.
The party can begin.”
There was it! The big smile that Nila flashed. I miss seeing it, every time when I’m gone.
Even if it’s only for a few hours.
The girls moved one by one and I tried to sit next to Nila on the edge of the bed. This was
all what was left of the bed. I put my arm around her and she laid her head on my
shoulder. But I couldn’t stay like this. It was more than uncomfortable.
I stood up, lifted Nila up, sat back down and Nila between my legs. “So…That’s better
now!” I put my arms around Nila and kissed the top of her head.
“Awwww you guys are too cute together!” I said nothing. I only smiled about this
“Sooo then let’s see if there are also some nice chicas for me!” Suddenly I felt an elbow in
my stomach. “Auu! What? When you stare at Latinos like this? Why can’t I?”, I asked
laughing, knowing exactly why I got this one. “Cause you shouldn’t be so jealous mister!
You know that I only love Puertopinos…and only this special one!” She looked sideways
up to me and I couldn’t help but attack her lips in this moment. “I can’t wait to tell you what
I thought about today!”, I whispered against her lips.
“Ewww guys! Please wait at least until we’re out of here before you rape each other!”,
Paula said. “Jealous, jealous, jealous…!”, I answered in a singing voice and then we all
continued watching the film.
After the film ended the girls said bye. The all hugged Nila. She stayed in the bed and I
brought the girls to the door.
When they were gone I walked back upstairs. I came back in the bedroom and saw Nila
laying on her stomach. This all looked so inviting. I couldn’t help but jumping in the bed
sitting on her legs and drumming playfully on her ass. “Heeeeey baby!!”
“Auuu…” I heard her moaning in the pillow. Curious I got off of her and laid next to her.
“Hey what’s wrong?” “My tummy hurts so bad!”, she said in her pillow. “Oh no. Why? Are
you getting sick? Did you eat something wrong?” She lifted her head, looked at me and
said with rolling eyes: “Bruno, my tummy hurts!”, and her head fell back down on the
pillow. “Ohhh…your tummy hurts!” I always get it pretty fast when she says something, I
thought with an ironic touch to myself.
“Can I do something for you?”, I asked her playing with her hair. She pulled from under her
a hot water bag out and said: “Can I have another one of this?” I took the bottle, pecked
her lips and got her another one.
Back in the room I laid back down next to her and just looked at her for a moment.
Intertwining our fingers.
“You know what? When I drove today with the bus…” “You drove with the bus?” She
giggled at my question and continued: “Yeah long story…Well I sat there in the bus and
there was a mother with her little cute chocolate baby son and they wanted to get out of
the bus. But somehow the lil fella couldn’t hold the balance and hold himself on my knee.
You should have seen this…this was soo cute. The touch of those little hands and fingers
and those big brown eyes. How he looked up to me and flashed a little smile…and did I
mention those beautiful, little, brown eyes???”, she stroked softly my cheek. “They were
just like yours!”, she smiled dreaming off.
“You just said you don’t want to marry me, but now you think about babies?”, I asked
confused but somehow the thought of it was pretty nice.
“You jerk! I said I want to marry you! You know why I said no! If I could I would marry you
right here, right now! I just wanted to prepare you for the things you have to take when you
want to marry me!”
“I am prepared!”, I smiled and kissed her softly.
“So what was it what you wanted to tell me?” “Yeah right! What I thought about!” “Shoot!” “I
said earlier maybe we could go a few days to somewhere else….what would you think…”
Somehow I was nervous about asking her this. I don’t know why. But I didn’t know how
she thought about the whole thing.
“Common, spit it!” “What would you say about going a few days to Hawaii?” “Hawaii?” I
didn’t know if this reaction was a good one or a bad one.
“Yeah what do you think? It’s far enough away from here and…my family can’t wait to get
to know you…I mean my mum knows you, but you know what I mean!” “Well…uhmmm..”
“Is a bit too much, huh?!” “Uhmm ehh no! It’s not…it’s just… I haven’t thought about
something like this!…But I think the idea isn’t…that bad!” “Do you think? I swear you don’t
need to worry or anything! My family will love you! What do I say? They already do!” I felt
like a little excited boy! I gave Nila a big kiss on her cheek. “Oh man! You don’t know how
happy I am! Back to the time where we first met! Where the best thing in my life
happened.” I looked in her eyes and the began to sparkle…
“Oh man we’re really going to Hawaii??? This is crazy! And wonderful…scary, but
wonderful. I love you so so much Bruno!!” I hugged Bruno and squeezed him real tight.
“So this is kind of our first real vacation together, huh?!…And your whole family!…I think
I’m going to die! Oh my god!” I let my head fall back on the pillow, realizing what this all
meant. “Oh common you will love my family! And don’t worry about my sisters! Everything
will be alright! I’m right by your side!” “But my sisters will be kind of jealous! You know that,
right?!” “Why? Because I stole their sister away?” “Because they haven’t seen you yet!
Jerky!” “What? They just need to switch on their TV!” That was the moment where I
flashed him a ‘you-are-kidding-right?!’ look. “Yeah right. To see you kissing other girls, who
aren’t their sister?”
“Yeah…ok ok…I guess I’ll see them then soon, too?” “Oh man…OH MAN”, I screamed a
little. “You know that I won’t be able to sleep tonight, right?!”, I laughed, pulling the blanket
over my head. Then I pushed it quickly back again, starring at the ceiling. I felt Brunos
stare on me and when I looked over he had this huge smirk on his face.
“What?” He simply shook his head laughing and I didn’t understand why. “What? What’s
going on in this head of yours??” “It’s cute how overexcited you get!” He laughed again
touching with his index finger the tip of my nose. “It’s just so overwhelming! I mean…I’m
scared, excited…I don’t know what kind of feeling this is. But it’s like we’re going back to
the old times. And I just wanna scream of joy!” He leaned over me ready to go down on my
lips and said then: “Then, I can’t wait to hear how loud you’ll scream tomorrow!” And he
kissed me. I put my arms around his neck and right before the kiss could get deeper I
stopped and pulled away. “Wait, what? Tomorrow?” He giggled against my lips cause of
my reaction and kissed me again. I pushed him a little away. “What is tomorrow?” The
moment he took my hands from his chest and kissed them softly made me melt. “Just
wait…and see!” “You are SO mean!” “No I’m not…It’s nothing too special.” “Sure you are!
Common tell me!!” “The only thing I’m gonna say is: You and me! The next two weeks
together! And nothing will come in between us!” “You know that this is now another reason
why I won’t sleep tonight?”
With that he left me hanging. I don’t know how but I made it. I could sleep that night. And
this was one of the best nights I had in a long time.
“So where are we going???” “You’ll see when we’re there!” “Yeah I know this is what
you’re telling me the whole time…but I need to know! How shall I know what to wear?”
“Just stay like this! It’s perfect! Jeans, a shirt and chucks…are you serious??” “Trust me!”
“But..” “No buts!” He grabbed my jacket and throw it to me. I caught it and pulled it on…
even when I was still not satisfied. I turned around and looked again in the mirror in the
hallway. Bruno stood beside me. “You look great! Now come!” And he grabbed me around
my waste and pushed me in direction door. “But..” “What did we say? NO buts!”
When we were out of the door he grabbed my hand and brought me to my side of the car.
What a gentleman!
“The studio?! What do we want here?” Bruno laughed at me. But I couldn’t help it. In those
moments I’m always so impatient, when I don’t know what’s going to happen with me.
“Just wait…” “…and see! Yeah I know!” “If you know, why are you asking then?” He leaned
over to me and kissed my cheek. “Stay exactly where you are!” He got out of the car and
walked over to my side, opened the door and helped me, as the same gentleman like
before, out of the car.
He took again my hand and we walked together over to the entry. He opened the door, we
got in and he closed it behind us.
“Is no one here?” He stood right in front of me, grabbed the both of my hands and pulled
me close to him. Kissing me deeply, but short. “Nope! Just you and me!…So I hope you’re
ready!”, he said smirking. He pulled me behind him down the hall way to the room where
they all are usually in.
We stood in front of the closed door. He stood with his back to the door, taking my hand.
“So you’re really ready??!” “Yeahhh don’t let me wait any longer Bru!!!”, I said like and
impatient kid. This little ass knows how to get me all hyped .
“So ok…Now that you’re ready…maybe I can open” “ GO! OPEN THE DOOR!!” I couldn’t
hold it back any longer. Again he laughed at me and I slapped his arm for that. “Honey, I
guess you need to slow down or else we can’t go in there!”, he teased me. “Honey?! Since
when did you got this back?” “Just like the old days honey…sweetie…cutie…!” “You are
such a flirt! Ok…I got it babes!”, I teased him back. “Now can you please open the door?”
“I could!” “Oh my god! There’s for you better something real big in it, or I kick your ass!”
“Ok…” He looked down to the floor and pretended crying…such a jerk. “Then I get ready
for the kick, if it’s that what you want!” “Do you know what I want? I want that you open the
door behind you right now!”
Suddenly he put his arms over my shoulder, kissing me again. Intensive and longer than
before. I felt my legs began to shake. If he wouldn’t have pulled away, I’d lay already
helpless in his arms.
“I love you Nila!”, with that he took again my hand and opened the door. He walked in front
of me, tuned then around and pulled me in front of him, closing the door. When he
switched the light on, he stood right behind me. His hands were again wrapped around my
“So what do you think?” He rested his head on my right shoulder and looked with me in the
same direction. “Drums?” “Mhhm..” “Oh my god…you’re crazy!” “You said at Phils party
you’d love to play drums! Here we go! I’ll teach you!!” I turned around and literally jumped
on him. I gave him a huge kiss. “Oh my god! You are so so so crazy! I love love love love
I jumped off of him and stood there in amazement. I know it doesn’t sound so interesting to
learn how to kill the drums. But for me it is!
“You know that I always wanted to learn that, since I was a little kid?!” Bruno let go of me.
He throw his leather jacket on the couch.
“Come over!” He sat already at the drums and patted his lap. Mentioning me to sit down.
“You know that I’ll love you for this till the end of my life?!” “Well I knew…you’ll be kind of
happy…but I never expected a reaction like this.” “Are you kidding? This is the best date
we ever had!!!”, I told him laughing. “I always wanted to play! My entire life! But my parents
never allowed me to take lessons or what ever! …Thank you Bruno! Really!!” Softly he
kissed my neck and I felt his huge smile.
“Okay…then take this!” He gave me from behind the two sticks. When I took hold of them,
I felt his hands on mine and his arms guiding mine.
We stayed like this for something like two hours. It was a mix of serious teaching, playing
around, kissing and flirting. We had so much fun together….especially when Bruno started
dancing around. It was a great time!
It got later and later and we both got hungry. We decided to order some Chinese food.
Bruno ran to the entry and paid for the food while I laid down on the little couch in the room
and waited for him to come back.
I burst out into laughter when I saw the way he danced back into the room. This day
couldn’t get any better.
We both started eating but I couldn’t stop smiling like a fool when I saw him at the other
end of the couch. Slowly I scooted over to him. I put the food on the small couch table next
to us and moved closer to him, till I reached his ear and whispered: “Did I tell you, that I
got the sexiest teacher in the world?”
He put his food on the table, too. I saw how a huge smirk formed on his lips. He grabbed
me and sat me right on his lap, facing him.
“No you didn’t…But now I know…and did I tell you…” He bit his lower lip and started to
place soft small kisses on my neck. “…That I got the sexiest student in the world?!” He
placed a kiss on my lips. “Are you doing this with all your students?” “No…only if they look
like my hot girlfriend…smell as good as my hot girlfriend..” He took a deep breath. “…and
taste as good as my hot girlfriend!” He got me. He came again closer and our lips met with
Only because we needed to take breath we pulled off of each other. Brunos forehead
rested on mine.
“Nila?”, he whispered after a few seconds. “Hmmm” I looked down on our hands. He hold
mine real tight and I felt that they got kind of a bit sweaty. He stayed silent and I could
sense he had something on his mind. “What’s wrong boo?”, I asked. “Nothing…”, he
brought out. I knew it wasn’t just nothing. I got off of his lap and cuddled up next to him
and took again his hands. “Come, tell me…” I kind of starred at him, waiting for for him to
come out with what he got on his mind.
Slowly he looked over to me with a tiny smile. He seemed nervous. But why that?
“Why are you acting so strange?” …Still nothing… “Bruno? Are you going to talk to me?”
“Well…I got something on my mind…” “Yeah I see that, but what?” “Actually…well…Nila…
I know you want that in a right way, and you shall get it that way…” “What are you talking
about??” “I wanna ask you in the perfect way if you want to marry me, and I’ll do that!…”
What was he talking about, was the only thing I could think about.
“But baby…honestly…I don’t wanna, no I can’t wait anymore! I love you more than
anything else and I wanna be with you for the rest of my life! And you said you’d marry me
any time! Why shall we wait? I wanna marry you…like now?!” “B but what do you mean?”
“Please let me marry you!” “Oh my god…Bruno!”, I whispered in disbelieve. “But Bruno…
we can’t do that! Our families will kill us! Not at a moment’s notice! What do you think?
How shall that work?” “Let’s run away?! Let’s go home grab some stuff and then we’re
heading out! I know Vegas sounds so standard! But why not? If that means that you
belong to me?” “But we really can’t do that! What about our families? I want to have them
here! What would they say?” “Nila listen: I’ll ask you again, for a real time, in a nice way!
You’ll get your dream wedding! If you want to, we don’t even need to tell anyone! Just a
thing between you and me! All I want is that you are mine at the moment! So what do you
think?” “Nobody telling about it? Acting like nothing happened? Like everything is still in
future?” “Yeah why not? If that means that everything is like you want it to be!” “Oh man
Bruno…we can’t do this!”, I said with my hands over my mouth, eyes wide open. “Why
not???” “Cause you’re crazy Bruno!” “Please, just say yes!”
He was right. I said I would marry him right at the moment. But I never expected
something like this! What should I answer… Was he running out of mind?
“Baby! I love you so much! Our little secret! No one will know! Everything will be perfect!
But, I seriously can’t wait that long anymore! This seems to be too long for me! I want you
to call my wife, not only my girlfriend! Cause you’re so much more for me! You made me to
the man who I am now! And I wanna be the best man I can be for you! From now on!” “…
this is so crazy…” He laid both of his hands on my face and looked me deep in the eyes.
“Do you wanna marry me?” “I do! I truly wanna!! I know you’re the one!” “Then please say
yes! Don’t let the fear of striking keep you from playing the game!”
I looked at him a little bit funny, because of what he said. But he was right.
“…Okay!” “Okay?” “Okay! Let’s do it! There’s no reason why not! I want you!” “You really
sure?” I found no other response than attacking his lips. I pushed him so far back, till I laid
on top of him. Kissing him like there was no tomorrow!
Then suddenly I sat up again. “Oh shit! We’re really doing this?” “Yesss! You don’t know
how happy you make me baby!” He kissed me again, but I stopped him before it got again
“This is so crazy!”, I repeated myself. “You know what’s even more crazy???” I couldn’t
calm myself! “What baby?” “That I marry you before I even really met the rest of your
family!” “But you do know them and they know you and they love you! And you’re not
marrying my family. You marry me!” “Yeah I know…but still…”
Laying on the couch he suddenly sat back straight up in front of me. He put both of his
hands on my face and pulled me close to his face. His eyes wandered from my eyes down
to my lips and back up to my eyes. With that sexy face he bit his lip and and whispered:
“Lucky me to have this all for me alone!”
Then he slowly licked over my bottom lip. It made me tingle. He hasn’t done that in a long
time. I felt so much butterflies in my tummy that I felt like I’ll explode in any seconds.
I felt his warm breath on my lips till his touched mine.
You should mean the longer you’re together with a person that all the romantic moments
aren’t that good anymore. But I can’t say that! I got the feeling that even our kisses are
Bruno lingered a little bit longer on my lips than he usually did and sucked my bottom lip a
bit. This man can give me chills. It’s unbelievable!
“You know how hot it is when you hold me like this?” Those warm hands on my cheeks
and this sexy face. I bit my lip and pulled him a little bit roughly on the collar of his shirt
close to me.
“Here baby take this!” “What? But…no Bruno! You can’t do this!” He took off his ring from
his index finger and reached out for my hand! “No Bruno …Why? That’s yours!” “Cause at
the moment I got not a right one for you! And till I got one you’ll take this! What’s mine is
yours!” This was so cute…so it was official!
We were engaged!
“Bruuuuuunoooo…” “What is it now?” He looked around the corner out of the bathroom.
He seemed to be pretty amused about the chaos I made. Everywhere clothes and still
nothing in my bag.
“I don’t know what to wear……..” “What about…clothes?…uh…or better nothing!” I only
raised one eyebrow and he knew what was fact, cause he walked smirking back into the
“When do we leave?” “Uhmm…tomorrow evening and then after Vegas baby, straight to
Hawaii!” Bruno came dancing out of the bathroom. “Honeeeymoon baby!”, he whispered in
my neck and kissed it shortly. “Oh my god, you kid! And I really shall marry you?”
Somehow a towel landed on my head. “Eyyy! You will!” “Yeah I guess I will!”, I answered
pulling the towel from my head.
The next morning I woke up in an empty bed, without Bruno.
“Bruu…”, I was about to scream, the moment I realized, that today was the day, I left with
Bruno L.A. to marry him.
Oh my god! Are we really going to do that? Wasn’t it just a dream?
This is crazy shit! … Maybe …. he forgot about it over night?!, I thought to myself. Not
really sure, if it was the right way we would do that.
“Good morning baby! You already awake?!” He planted a kiss on my forehead and placed
a cup of coffee next to my nightstand.
“Hey…”, I smiled. He seemed to be in such a good mood.
“Why did I have to wake up alone?” I sat myself a little up and lend on my elbows.
“Just taking care of a few last things…So you’re prepared for tonight?”
His smile was huge and gorgeous!
Shit! We were really serious about it!, was my next thought.
I tried to get my thoughts of it and nodded. I grabbed his cup of coffee he placed on the
nightstand and sipped on it.
Bruno crawled off of the bed and came to the side of me and kissed me shortly on my lips.
“I love you Nila!” And with that he grabbed the cup out of my hands and said: “And this, is
mine, sweetheart!” “And what about the what’s mine is yours?” “Yeah…from tomorrow on,
ok?!”, he answered quickly when he walked back down. “I love you, too Bruno!”, I shouted
annoyed by not getting my morning coffee.
“Come downstairs and get you some coffee baby!”
This guy creeps me out! Why is he reading my mind?
“And Nila, we are going to do the right thing!” Did he really just say that?, I thought. He
really dispelled all my doubts with knowing me so good.
Laying there for a few more minutes, I thought about, how our adventure would begin.
“Do you think you have everything now?” “No…I don’t think so …something’s still missing!”
“Sure why did I even ask?! You really can’t take all your clothes with you! And we need to
go now! Dre is already waiting for us outside!” “I know I know..ok let’s go!”
I grabbed my stuff and passed Bruno opening the door and kissed his cheek, knowing I
could be really annoying sometimes.
“What? Are you coming now or not?….Why do I always have to wait for you?”, I asked
jokingly. Bruno just stood there in the door frame and rolled with his eyes, laughing about
“Hi Dre!” He stood already in front of the car, ready to take our stuff in the trunk. I hugged
him as far as my arms could reach around him and kissed his cheek.
“You know, I’m really sorry. We’re pretty late, but you know it’s always the same! You have
always to wait for our lady Bruno!” “Yeah, whatever she’s saying! She’s lying!”, Bruno
shouted from the door, coming down with the rest of our stuff.
I started laughing and went in the back of the car, while Bruno and Dre greeted each other
with that manly hug. After a few minutes they both went in the front of the car and we
drove of to the airport.
“So you both head over already today to Hawaii!?” Carefully I lend forward to hear what
Bruno would answer. He better don’t say the wrong thing.
“Well…yeah we have to take a little stopover to take care about some things and then
straight to Hawaii.” I saw how Bruno reached his right hand behind his seat to reach mine.
I grabbed it and squeezed it, telling him I was ok with the way he told Dre. “So I guess we’ll
see you next week there, then!”
“So ok! Be careful guys!” Dre helped us bringing our stuff till the terminal and left then.
“Do you think you’ll survive without Dre?”, I asked Bruno more serious than he thought.
“Sure! Don’t be scared! Your muscle man is here to protect you!”, he answered joking,
doing this body builder pose with one of his free arms.
“It’s not me I’m worried about. I got the feeling that I’m the one who should protect you!”
“Don’t be! Everything will just be fine! And now get ready for the things which will come!”
He laid one arm around my shoulder and kissed the top of my head.
After checking in and passing every control, we had to got through, we walked together
down the way in the plane and looked for our seats. We were lucky and got seats, where
no one would recognize us so easily.
Even though it would have been only a short flight, of a little bit more than an hour, I felt
the big urge to sleep. On the other hand I was so excited that I weren’t able to sleep.
I grabbed Brunos hand real tight. “Oh my god Bruno…we’re really going to do this!”, I told
him in a high tune, burying my head in his chest.
Bruno laid his chin on my head and laughed silently.
“Bruno? Why do you never say anything about it?…I mean, how do you feel about it?”
“Honestly?”, he asked while his head fell back in the seat. “I feel in the moment like the
luckiest man in the universe!…Sure I am somehow scared, too, just like you. But you
never know what the future brings. Which problems and other things. But I know that I love
you and that I wanna grow old with you, and that I’m willing to take the risk, because I
know that together with you, I’ll get through everything. That we’ll get through everything! I
know that this is the right thing to do!…”
I looked from the side up to Bruno and moved in, to kiss his cheek. “This was one of the
most beautiful things you ever said to me!” And I was still holding his hand tight with both
of my hands.
“But you seem so calm Bru…and I feel like…I’m kind of a mess!”, I admitted. “Believe me
baby!I am everything else than calm!…But you better sleep now. We got still a long night
in front of us.”
“I’ll try to!” I laid the side of my head on Brunos shoulder and my arm on his tummy. We
both cuddled up under a blanket.
“I can’t sleep!”, I said lifting up my head from his shoulder, only a few seconds after I laid it
down. Bruno giggled to himself: “You haven’t even tried it, have you?!”
I lend back in my seat, closing shortly the eyes, to see Bruno fumbling around with his
iPod when I opened them again. He lend also back in his seat and reached out his hand to
me, to give me one of his headphones.
First I looked at him confused but grabbed it then, put it in my ear and laid my head back
on his shoulder. Bruno put in the other side of the headphones, laid his head on mine and
went through his orders of music.
“Now close you eyes, baby!” He took my hand again and stroked with his thumb over the
back of my hand.
Curious about what he will play, I tried to relax and closed my eyes like he told me to.
First I didn’t believe my ears.
“Aww Bruno! This is so beautiful…you never told me, you recorded that!”
What I heard was the first song Bruno wrote for me when he was in Hawaii and sang it via
Skype to me. I had almost tears in my eyes. This song was so beautiful, more beautiful
than I remembered it.
“I wanted to keep it for a special moment!”
“I want much more of it, that I can finally breath. … What do I have to do, that I can keep
hold of you for a moment?”, where the words, still ringing in my ear, when it switched to the
What I was hearing was Frank Ocean’s bedtime story.
My smile got even huger: “I love you, Bruno!”, I whispered to him and kissed his hand.
That he remembered that I loved this song, meant a lot to me.
Slowly I felt how my eyes became heavier and began to drift of into sleep. The last tune I
heard, was something beautiful, I thought I’ve never heard before.
“Wake up baby! We are almost there!”
Sleepy I rubbed my eyes, for a moment not knowing where I was.
“Fell asleep, huh?!” “Nooo I didn’t.”, I answered with a sleepy baby voice. “Come…Put
your seat belt on! We’re landing!”
Bruno looked over to me and I looked at him and we both flashed at the same time those
creepy smiles. He squeezed my hand and moved in to kiss me deeply on my lips.
When we pulled away Bruno licked his lips and had those sparkling eyes.
“I love you, Nila!”, he whispered. I rubbed with my thumb a little bit of my lip gloss from his
lips and responded whispering: “I love you, too, Bruno!”
“Mr. Hernandez?”, asked a man in direction of Bruno, when we came out of the airport in
“Yes. That’s me! Hello!”
Bruno reached his hand out and shook the mans hand. The man took our luggage and all
our other stuff and put it in the trunk.
Meanwhile, Bruno opened the door of the car for me and helped me to get in the SUV with
tinted windows, that waited in front of the airport for us. It was a black Audi. A dream of a
“It seems like I say in the last time pretty often “oh my god” but Bruno! Oh my god!” I sat in
the car, not believing my eyes.
“So you like it?” “A lot! Did you arrange that all?” “…I was just trying to make this weekend
perfect.” “I only need you that it is perfect, but this is amazing! … But don’t you think it is a
bit too obtrusive?” “We’re in Vegas baby! Here is absolutely nothing too obtrusive! Trust
After a few minutes of stunning about the things I’ve seen I turned back around to Bruno:
“When did you organize that all?” “…Don’t let your cute head work too hard today! Just
This man is really amazing! How did I deserve that all?, I thought to myself.
“You know the way?”, Bruno asked the man, who got into the driver seat. “Yes, Sir!”
And with that we pulled of to a place I didn’t know, yet. I decided to simply wait for the
moment where Bruno will tell me everything.
I lend back against Bruno and soaked up every moment with Bruno. I knew this all would
end up faster than I thought it would. So I enjoyed it! I felt how Bruno fumbled around with
his ring on my finger.
We drove around for a little bit longer than 20 minutes till we were seemingly at our
“You gotta be fucking kidding me Bruno!” He had this goofy smirk on his face, kissed me
and opened then door of the car. At the door he waited for me, held out his hand and
helped me to get out of the car.
“Who are you? And what have you done with my fiance?” I laughed at Bruno. “He’s right in
front of you, darling and he’s taking you inside of this building there!” He turned me
around, hold me from behind on my waste and pointed to the building in front of us.
“Bruno you booked a room in there?? Are you serious?? Oh my god …You’re way crazier
than I thought! Oh my god! OH MY GOD! You can’t be serious! Oh my..I mean it’s not just
any hotel! It’s that hotel…it’s the TRUMP! It is..” Bruno interrupted me with a kiss.
And knowing what he all did for me, made this kiss even more intensive. I think he forgot
for a moment that we’ve been in the middle of the street, because he french kissed me,
like he usually only would do it behind closed doors at home. But it was night and so
already dark outside, that this made it all even more romantic.
We were interrupted by the coughing of our driver.
I felt a little bit embarrassed and let my arms go around Brunos neck. He bit in a sexy way
his bottom lip. When his hand slid carefully through my hair, he smiled in a lovely way at
me and turned around to our driver.
“Your luggage is already inside the hotel. Can I do anything else for you, sir?” “No thank
you! I think that was all for tonight!” “Please call me, when you need me!” “We will! Have a
Then he turned back around to me, took my hand and we walked into the hotel.
“…amazing!”, I finished my sentence from earlier. “Huh? What?”, Bruno asked me. “It’s
amazing! That was what I wanted to say earlier when you suddenly interrupted me!”
“Everything for you, baby!” He lifted our intertwined hands up and kissed mine softly.
“And he’s like, all the time here? You just need to call him? The whole weekend?” I
wondered about our driver. “Excatly! He brings us to everywhere we want to!”, Bruno
“Brunooo… I really absolutely don’t know what to say!” “Then don’t say anything! Just
enjoy this all!, Bruno answered me when he closed the door to our room.
I literally jumped in his arms and hugged him as tight as I could. Bruno grabbed me also
real tight and sat with me then on the bed.
“But Bru, you know that I don’t need anything of that, right?! I love you because you’re so
humble. You don’t need to smash your money like this. I don’t marry you cause of this. I
really don’t need this at all!”
“Nila, I know that you don’t need it! But I want this weekend to be perfect, and I want that
you feel special. So please let me do this for you!”
I nodded smiling to both ears and rolled myself on the bed.
“Ohhh myy goood!!”, I screamed almost. “These is heaven! Can we please take that with
us back home? Pretty please??”
Bruno simply laughed about my statement and walked in the bathroom.
“Nila, come here!” I quickly sat up from the bed, hearing excitement in his voice. “What,
what, what??”, I shouted running to him.
“Look at this!!!” “Gosh!!!”, I said starring. This was beautiful. Quickly I pulled my shoes off
and sat into the bathtub.
“Oh man! I’ve been never ever, in my entire life in something so amazing, beautiful and
relaxing. Come here baby. Sit with me.” I patted the place opposite of me, looking like a
little child that entered candy-land.
“Don’t laugh at me! Come in!” And so he did. He pulled off his shoes and sat in front of me
in the bathtub.
“Oh my…! Nila, I think…we shouldn’t wait too long to use this thingy here!” “Oh believe
me, we wont, baby! We wont!”
After our test sitting in this gorgeous tub, I went out of it and saw this huge mirror in a gold
frame. It was a piece every girl dreams about. Alone the bathroom was so beautiful, that
you never wanted to leave it.
“Ohhhhweeee Brunoooo!!! Have you seen this view??? Can we please never leave this
room? This is so beautiful.” A view straight on the Las Vegas Strip.
I stood there at this huge window, starring out of it, trying to catch every little detail, what
seemed to be impossible. This was the moment when I felt one of Brunos arms being
wrapped over my shoulders. He left his hand hanging in front of chest leaning me back
“This is so beautiful Bruno!”, I whispered against his arm.
“Auuu. Did you just bite my arm??” “Hehe…yes…you know I can’t resist arms…and yours
is so damn sexy!” “Uh I see how it is.” He spun me around and faced me.
“Be careful or I need to bite you darn sexy neck, too or even those manly shoulders of
yours…I’m not sure about it, yet, but I may eat you up!”
“You would do that? So you’re something like a vampire?”
“Do you even realize that you just destroyed the whole tension we had in this room with
those stupid vampires?! Has your mama never told you, that vampires doesn’t exist and
this is just a stupid joke?”, I asked him laughing, when I wrapped my arms around his
“I’m sorry!”, he let his head hang down, but looked up to me with those puppy dog eyes
and his pouty lips.
When he said that I lifted his head with my index finger under his chin. I moved in closer to
him and near his lips. The moment I reached them I licked slowly above his pouty lip and
bit then carefully, not too much, in it.
“Goooshh…Nila..”, he whispered in a whiny tone.
“What, does it hurt boo?” The words he brought out were quite ununderstandable, but I
answered: “Kiss me, then it wont hurt!”
This time I made the first step and let my tongue slip into his mouth and repeated the
same thing we did on the street, without any interruption.
When we pulled apart we looked in each others eyes with a sparkle. Brunos hair looked all
messy. And I couldn’t help but playing around with it. It was simply pure sexiness. If this
man ever cuts his hair shorter than he usually does, he will be a dead man!
“What about the bathtub now?”, he proposed. “I’d love to!”
The thought of this warm water all over me, relaxed me already while we stood in front of
“Would you already let the water in?” “Yeah sure!”, I said and wanted to walk away. But
then I turned around and gave him another quick kiss. He took me in his arms and hold me
for a few minutes really tight. I laid my head on his shoulder and snuggled against his
“Thank you Bruno! Thank you for everything you have ever done for me and for everything
you will do for me, in our future! I love you so much, that it sometimes hurts. But I don’t
want to miss this feeling for anything in the world, ‘cause I know, that you’ll be the best
husband I could ever find.” Slowly I pulled away to look in his face. ”..aww baby…you’re
not supposed to have tears in your eyes!”
“Your not supposed to say already your vows you know?!” He wiped his eyes, before any
tears could fall down.
“Yeah I know, but I just wanted to tell you how I feel at the moment. Why are you crying,
boo?!” “I’ll tell you tomorrow ok, when the right time is there for those things.”, he smiled at
me, while his thumb run over my cheek. “Now lets come, there’s something pretty nice
waiting for us.”